A drink.
That wasn’t going to happen, RavenBlack was never awake during the day as such, aside from the odd shops and the hustle and bustle of workers going to the factories and supermarkets. I began pacing back and forth in my room eyeing the letter occasionally, desperately wanting to shout and release some of this frustration.
A loud cough came from across the hall, and my mind changed from a drink to something else entirely. I felt as if I was losing control over everything. I needed to find that control again and although I knew, deep down this wasn’t my brightest idea, I needed to release some of this energy before I started blowing holes in my walls.
Swinging the bedroom door open, I headed to the living room and stopped in my tracks. Eric was standing on the balcony, overlooking the city in nothing but a pair of dark grey sweatpants, and I felt my mouth water a little. I stood there for a few seconds watching him.
“Is this the right thing to do? Should I just hit the gym instead?”
“Hay? Sorry, did I wake you?”
Eric was now standing in the doorway looking a little sheepish, and I watched his brown eyes drift downwards looking at every inch of me, and then quickly back up towards my face as he caught me looking.
“I haven’t slept. I read the rest of the letter.”
“Oh, what did it say? Are you ok?”
He took a step back into the living room, and I went towards the cabinet that held my liquor. Morning be damned, I needed something to quench this thirst.
“I’m fine, it was just more stuff about Darius.”
“Nothing about you then?”
“Nope, she clearly thought of him as a son or something, I don’t know.”
I downed a shot of vodka and then quickly poured another, having that one too.
“Bit early for that, don't you think?
“It’s five o’clock somewhere.”
By the fourth shot, my throat burnt a little, but my mind screamed at me to have another. Eric joined me at my side, and placed a hand over mine, lowering the shot glass down before turning me into a hug. At first, I resisted but then I relaxed slightly as he wrapped his muscular arms around me.
We stood there for a second or two before I pulled away, and I could feel my heart begin to race as I looked up at his soft welcoming eyes, and before I could even stop to think, his lips grazed mine.
“No, I can’t.”
Pulling away, I tried to move but he grabbed my wrist and pulled me back, bringing me into a passionate and desperate kiss. Allowing myself to let go, I kissed him back. He growled against my lips while tugging at my hair, pulling it out from its ponytail and then yanked my head back a little too rough, exposing my neck.
He kissed it and ran his tongue up and down, tasting my skin until he came back to my lips, hungrier than before and thrusted his tongue into my mouth with an eager moan.
I could feel his length growing as his sweatpants weren’t that thick, and he pulled me closer to him with his free arm. Taking one of my hands, I pulled at the strings keeping his pants tight around his waist and as I pulled and pushed them sliding down his legs, I wrapped my fingers around his erection, my fingers moulding around it as he moaned in my mouth, his tongue dancing with mine.
I could feel us move backwards as my back collided with the kitchen counter, and he pushed everything off of it and lifted me up onto it. My hands wrapped around his neck as he continued to kiss me deeply.
Letting me go, he lifted my t-shirt off over my head, and then began to undo the buttons of my jeans, sliding them off me with ease, along with my underwear, before he pushed me down and began kissing the insides of my legs, my thighs, and ever so close to my core, teasing me with light breaths and brushes of his lips.
His tongue flicked lightly at my clitoris, and I moaned in pleasure, feeling him smile, he lifted my legs up to rest on top of his shoulders before he began kissing me deeply, parting the swollen flesh between my legs. He took me intensely and intimately as my back arched as I gasped and bucked with pure desire.
I’d forgotten how good he was at this, and I ran my fingers through his hair as I allowed myself to enjoy this moment, letting loose until finally I came to ecstasy.
Pulling him upwards then, I was half sitting up as I tried to pull him on top of me but instead, he lifted me up and started carrying me towards the sofa, but I had a different idea.
“No, balcony.”
He looked at me then with slightly shocked eyes as his eyes went to the balcony and back towards me. I lived on one of the higher floors and I doubted anyone would be able to see from here, but the thrill was enough to make me even more excited. He headed towards the balcony and set me down and as I overlooked all RavenBlack, Eric came up behind me and began kissing the back of my neck, his erection poking me slightly on my lower back.
“You ready?”