The way she was looking at me, the words just fell from my lips.A confession.An admission to my shame.“As penance.”
“For what?”
“For my sins.”I barely stopped myself from telling her that sin wasn’t the only reason.That I did this to myself for hurting her.
“And you thought what?That this would make you unattractive to females?That it would stop you from wanting to fuck?”
I nodded, my throat so damn tight.
She threw her head back and laughed, throaty and husky and so impossibly sexy that the clear drop of precome that had gathered at the tip of my cock, rolled down my length.
She shook her head, tutting, and yanked off her shirt, dropping it to the floor.She undid her jeans and pushed them down next, kicking them aside.“Do I have news for you,” she said, still chuckling.“What you have here, Silas,” she said and removed her bra, “is called an enhancement.And as much as I hate to give you compliments, I will say, you already had an exceptional cock.”
“What?”I choked out.
“You know I find the whole horned-up, inexperienced, geek thing you have going on hot.But what you’ve done here, with thispenance, is make me want to fuck you even more than I already did.”She grabbed my length and ran her palm up and down it again, but more forcefully this time, tugging on each piercing as she did, and my knees almost gave out from under me.“You’ve played with them.You’ve gotten yourself off, doesn’t it feel even more intense now?”
I groaned as she stroked me again.“I haven’t.”
“You haven’t what?”
“Played with them.I haven’t touched myself since we were last together,” I blurted, lost to the feel of her hands on me.
Her fingers spasmed around my length.“You can’t be serious?”
I said nothing.
Her slender throat worked as she swallowed.“Well, then I have another surprise for you,” she said, not addressing what I had said.She didn’t want to talk about before, before everything went to hell between us, and I was glad of it.Talking about that only made things worse.
“What is it?”I rasped.
“You thought fucking was good before, prepare to have your mind blown.”
I was already in ecstasy, just from this, I wasn’t sure I could survive much more.My breathing was ragged as fire blazed through my veins, making my head spin and blinding me to everything but her.I wanted her more than was good for me.I tilted her head back and dragged my mouth up the side of her slender throat, desperate to taste her skin, to breathe in her delicious scent.
I traveled higher, brushing her soft mouth with mine, then took ownership of it, glorying in the sensation of her silky lips.I’d dreamed of kissing her like this so many times.Every damn night since the last time I’d had her mouth under mine.I shuddered, my body trembling hard, and I had no control over any of it.
I groaned against her lips.“You undo me.”My hips rocked forward into her hand, and I pressed my face to her shoulder.“I am lost in your hands.I am lost, my perfect, precious Ursula,” I choked out.
She stroked me again, and again.I wanted to lie beside her, to slowly fill her tight heat and revel in her perfection, but it had been so very long since I’d allowed myself to experience pleasure like this, and this was Ursula.She was back in my arms.
“Let go, Silas,” she said.“It’s okay.”
I did.I let go.I shuddered and gasped as she stroked me, groaning against her throat as I spilled my seed on her hand, on the bare skin of her stomach.My hips rocked, thrusting into her hold until I was completely spent.I stayed where I was, curled around my female, panting, trying to collect myself.
Her hand slid down my side, then her spine went rigid and her hand fell away.I swayed, quickly catching myself as she unceremoniously stepped back.I reached for her, but she took another step away from me.I scanned her face.Something had changed.The heat was gone.
Everything was gone.
“Urs?”I took a step toward her, and again she retreated.“Did I do something to offend you?”I looked down at my cock, it was still hard.I looked back up.“I know I spilled my seed, but I can still pleasure you.I can make you feel good.”
“You didn’t offend me.I thought I was into this…with you,” she said and crossed her arms.“I’m just not feeling it anymore.”
“You’re not feeling it?”Why was she saying this?She wanted me, badly, and now suddenly she didn’t?
“Us, doing this, it’s a bad idea,” she said.“I forgot.For a moment, I forgot.I’m sorry.”
“You’re sorry?”I choked out.“Is this another way for you to punish me?”