“First aid,” I say, sitting cross-legged on the bed. “Lie down so I can put some of this on you.”
Noi swipes the ointment out of my hands. “I can do it myself!”
“Fine. Put some on.”
“Don’t watch me!” Noi’s face is so red, it’s comical.
“Noi, I just had my dick up your ass. You’re really embarrassed?”
“Shut up and turn around.”
With a sigh, I turn the other way until Noi tells me he’s finished, then I hand him a wet wipe from the pack to wipe his hands with.
When we’re under covers with the light off, Noi snuggles up in my arms. It feels so right. I’ve never been a cuddler with dates, but with Noi, it’s different.
Thinking about what we just did, I let out a small sigh.
“What?” Noi asks in the darkness.
“I wish you had enjoyed that as much as I did. I promise next time will be better.”
“I enjoyed being with you like that. Other than the discomfort, I really liked having you inside me.” It sounds like Noi’s struggling to put it into words. “I liked…feeling you move. I liked being stretched open like that. But you’re big—“
I groan. “You’re getting me hard again.”
Noi giggles and pats my chest. “What did it feel like to you?”
“Like the tightest, hottest pressure.” Pulling him to me, I kiss his head. “I swear, Noi, next time it will be all about you. I’ll make you scream.”
Pushing at my chest, Noi scoffs, and I know his face is red again although I can’t see him in the darkness. “Just shut up and let me sleep,” he grumbles.
My smile is so big, it hurts.
Chapter Thirty-one: Mee Noi
Before I know it, preparations for the new school year begin amid a frenzy of promotional activity forHearts Set on Fire. Since filming wrapped up, Sud and I have been making appearances right and left promoting our ship. Khun Intapong and P’Sign have encouraged us to do as much fanservice as we feel comfortable with, so Sud and I agreed to just be ourselves.
The new, official trailer is out. If I thought the unofficial one was great, I was completely bowled over by this one. Twice as long and designed to give the most dramatic effect, it garners a lot of attention, undoubtedly due to P’Tar and P’Payu. Sud and I are only shown twice in it, but the scenes are long enough to make the fans we already have very happy and to get us a few thousand more on our social media sites.
During the course of filming, I’ve gotten to know them better, and I suspect that P’Tar has a girlfriend. If it’s true, it’s a closely guarded secret in the industry. I can well understand why. The TarPayu fanbase is huge, and most of them believe that P’Tarand P’Payu are a couple in real life. I keep thinking about what P’Payu told me about how they got together just that one time and then reverted back to being friends. I can’t imagine doing that with Sud.
Our relationship is progressing in baby steps. Slowly, we’re learning how to be lovers as well as friends, but, as always, our biggest enemy is lack of time. That’s been the theme of the past year for us. Sud and I were swamped with schoolwork from the get-go, and then when we joined Rainbow TV, things got even more crazy. Both our birthdays passed with only small celebrations between us. We kind of went crazy for Songkran, because everybody does, but then it was back to noses to the grindstone.
Sud has a few night classes, and mine are all first thing in the morning. Some days we don’t even see each other.
When December comes and exams are over, I am so relieved, I don’t know what to do with myself.
“Both Ford and Tao are going to be gone during the break,” Sud tells me as we lie side-by-side in his bed on the night of our last exams. “That means we’ll have the whole apartment to ourselves.”
Normally, we would visit Mae and Pah, but they’re going to Korea to meet up with some old friends while Ten stays with Oat.
We haven’t tried penetrative sex again because Sud refuses to until we can take our time, and we just haven’t had any. But what we have done has been pretty damn hot. One of my favorites was the night I came over to Sud’s apartment and we sat in his room, studying together. During a break, Sud stripped off our clothes and sat, back to the headboard, with me between his legs, leaning against him. He began kissing my neck and shoulders, making me so horny I thought I would die, rubbing his hands all over my chest and playing with my nipples, occasionally dominating my mouth with his tongue. Then, when I thought I’dcome from that stimulation alone, he moved his hand down and stroked my cock, slowly and steadily, until I came so hard my eyes crossed.
“Yeah?” I ask.
“You know what that means.”
I raise a brow, pretending I don’t.