“You okay?” I ask.
He nods, mouth turning up slightly at the corners. “Yeah, I’m good.”
Rolling onto my side, I place my hand on his chest. His heart isn’t beating half as hard as mine still is.
“I hurt you,” I say, devastation pouring over me.
“No…just stung a little.”
I sigh. “Look at me, Noi.”
He opens his eyes.
As soon as I see the discomfort there, I sit up and push his knee to the side.
“Sud!” Noi objects, but I won’t allow him to wriggle out of my grip until I check him out.
No blood, but he looks raw.
“Shit, Noi, I’m so sorry!”
“It’s okay,” Noi says.
“No, it isn’t. I should have added more lube. How sore are you?”
“Just a little. It’s okay. I asked you to keep going.”
I feel terrible. I got so lost in my own pleasure that I didn’t do enough for Noi. “You couldn’t have enjoyed that at all. Why didn’t you tell me to stop?”
“Because you were enjoying it so much! I wanted you to like it,” Noi says.
Groaning, I fall back onto the pillow, rubbing my hands over my face. I don’t have a lot of experience, but I’ve had sex with a couple of girls. I never hurt them like this.
“Sud, it’s okay.” Noi says, pulling at my arms to uncover my face.
“No, it isn’t. You’re so important to me, and I didn’t treat you right.”
“Yes, you did. You tried to prepare me, and I begged you to hurry and get inside me. I was as turned on as you were.”
“Until I hurt you,” I say miserably.
“It’s probably going to take some time for me to get used to it,” Noi says. “This isn’t the same as sex between a guy and a girl.”
I frown. “Have you done that?”
Noi’s cheeks get pink. “No, but I’m not so naïve that I don’t know that butt sex is different. Are youlaughingat me?”
“I’ve just never heard you saybutt sexbefore,“ I snicker, but a moment later, I’m apologizing again.
Grabbing one of the pillows on the bed, Noi smacks me with it. “Just stop.”
I roll off the bed. “I’ll be right back. Don’t move.”
Slipping into my underwear, I leave the room and head for the bathroom, which is fortunately empty. Ford and Tao’s doors are closed.
Under the sink, I find what I’m looking for and head back into my bedroom with it.
“What’s that?” Noi eyes the objects in my hand suspiciously.