I drop down the rest of the way, fully seating myself on him, and our moans mix together in such perfect harmony I wish I could use it in a song. But no lyrics would do this moment justice, no melody could fully capture what’shappening right now between us. This moment is ours, and will always be ours.
I lift up again, dropping back down onto him and a spark of electricity moves through me at the contact.
“You feelso good,”I moan, repeating the motion. Grayson grips my hips tightly, helping guide my movements.
“You’re perfect,” he praises, and normally I would shake it away, not believing him, but the look on his face, the way he’s holding me, everything in this moment makes me think he truly believes that.
I grind myself against him, and my clit rubs against his pelvis, causing even more of that electricity to shock through me. I didn’t think this could feel better, but apparently it can because that has me struggling to keep my eyes open and on his as stars dance across my vision.
“Gray, it’s too good,” I moan, moving faster.
“Fuck yeah it is,” he grinds out. “Come for me just like this. I want to feel you come all over my cock, Sunshine.”
“God, I love you talking like that, keep going,” I encourage.
“You like me telling you how good it’s going to feel when you strangle my cock?”
“Yes.”
“You like knowing that your pussy is actually driving me insane?”
“Yes.”
“You want to make me lose my mind? Where do you want me to come? I’m close.”
“Inside me,” I moan, blinded by pleasure that’s seconds away from completely consuming me as the orgasm builds low in my stomach. I can feel it starting. I know it’s going to render me completely boneless and I’m embracing it.
“Fuck, are you…I mean we should have,fuck.”He holds my hips even tighter as he moves my hips against him, and I’m right there. I don’t want to stop.
“Yes, it’s all good, please Grayson,please,”I plead as therelease courses through me, and I hope he knows what I’m trying to tell him. We should’ve talked about it before, but I trust him, he trusts me. Plus the thought of him leaving my body pains me.
My orgasm racks through every inch of my body and I grab his face, kissing him deeply once again. It only takes a few more seconds before he’s following behind me. Wrapping his arms around me so tight I can barely breath while he groans, thrusting up into me hard. I swear I can feel his cum and I thought I felt full before, but this is different. This isbetter.
We come down from the highs of our release, but don’t part. We catch our breath between kisses, smiling against each other while reality sets in.
I just had sex with my best friend.
Leaning against his shoulder, I look up to see he’s already looking at me. Tucking my hair back away from my face, he smiles. “You’re incredible.”
“Back at ya,” I tease, and he nips my bottom lip, causing me to chuckle against him.
“Come on, let’s get cleaned up.” He stands, lifting me up in his arms. I squeal at the movement, but he doesn’t put me down, instead carries me to my bathroom. He sets me on the counter, while he goes to turn on the shower.
I take in his body, appreciating the view, and even the uncomfortable feeling of his cum that’s starting to drip down my thighs. I press them together to try to keep it there.
Even though everything about this has been so perfect, so us, I can’t help but go back to the same thought I had before, and the one that I’m sure will continue to keep me up. What if it wasn’t just the two of us, and how would he react if I wanted more.
Would he think I’m selfish? Not want anything to do with me?
The thought is shifting my joy into fear, but when he steps out of the shower, and his face softens seeing me, I remember who he is. Grayson Wheeler, my best friend who’s alwayswanted to make me happy. Who’s always wanted to do things for me, and be there for me. Maybe it’s selfish to want more, but I have a feeling he would never shame me for it.
Especially when he learns it’s about me figuring out who I am.
“Come on, Sunshine, let’s get you clean so we can get dirty again.”
CHAPTER 18
Asher