This is either going to be the greatest thing I’ve ever done, or it’s going to blow up in my face.
CHAPTER 17
Rae
I’ve been humming my new song all day, every day. That’s when I know I’ve got it. Especially when it’s actually consumed enough of my mind that I haven’t thought about anything else for at least a couple hours at a time.
I’ve also managed to sleep a few hours a night. I’d call that a win.
I get a notification that someone is at my front door, and I don’t know why I’m immediately worried about who it could be. My security has a list of people they automatically approve, which is anyone I consider family, but they always let me know they’re coming over. No one has said anything to me, so my mind goes back to whoever sent me the flowers.
There’s a knock at my front door on my way to it. I open it tentatively, and squeal when I’m pushed back inside. A hand flies out to my jaw, tilting my head up while I’m pushed against the wall as the door is kicked shut.
I don’t even have time to register what’s happening until I’m completely crowded against the wall by a large man. It only takes a couple seconds for me to recognizewhoit is. And when his lips meet mine, I grip onto his sweatshirt, holding him tightly against me, humming into his kiss.
He breaks us apart before I’m ready, but keeps his grip on my jaw.
Grayson smiles. “I missed you.”
“I missed you too,” I admit breathlessly. “You weren’t supposed to be back until later today.”
“I wanted to surprise you.” He moves us away from the wall, pushing me further into my house, and I follow without any resistance.
“Well it worked. Now what are you doing?”
“I haven’t stopped thinking about you.”
“I mean I am pretty great, so that makes sense,” I tease.
“You are, but after our little video call Ireallycouldn’t stop thinking about you.” He continues to walk forward, while I try not to trip over my feet walking backwards. “Every time I close my eyes I see how beautiful you look with your head thrown back as you come.”
My cheeks heat, but he won’t let me go.
“I need to know how it looks when you come on my cock.”
I gasp at the same time I’m lightly pushed back on my couch. My thighs clench and I want to touch him so badly. I reach out toward him, yanking at the waistband of his sweatpants to push them down. He’s not the only one that hasn’t been able to stop thinking about our conversation.
Grayson tilts my chin up to look at him, and I give him a pleading look. “I want to know what you taste like, please.”
“Fuck, Sunshine. Like I could say no to that.”
I push his pants the rest of the way down, freeing his cock that bobs in front of me, already so hard it’s sticking straight at me. He’s even bigger than I anticipated. His large hands around himself were so different. When I take him in my fist it doesn’t even compare.
Sticking my tongue out I lick the tip, and hum, already wanting more. I do it again, this time flicking my tongue just under the head and Grayson moans loudly, sliding his handthrough my hair to the back of my head. “You’re going to kill me aren’t you, baby?”
I run my tongue around the head before sucking him into my mouth, barely able to fit much of his length in, but I try. Pulling back, I try again, taking more of him this time and hollowing my cheeks as I suck hard.
I hum around him, especially at the groan he lets out and I like the noises he’s making to encourage me. I want him vocal, to talk me through it, moan, groan, whimper. I want all of it.
I pull back again, then move forward and slide my hand along him to meet the spot my lips reach on him. I feel how wet I already am, my arousal causing a heartbeat between my legs, and my hips undulate on their own trying to find some friction.
“Sucking my dick make you wet, Sunshine?” Grayson asks, and I let out a soft whine at his filthy words.
Nodding around him, I continue to suck him harder and take more of him into my mouth.
“Touch yourself for me. I want you to be ready for me and I need you soaked.”
Closing my eyes, I pull back and look up at him. “I already am.”