Electricity flows through my veins, breathing life into my soul. He’s right. I wasn’t meant to be with Igor and live a boring life. I was meant for this. My soul has always craved rough. And I never truly realized this until now.
I never loved Igor. I don’t even know if I wasinlove with him, which is a really unsettling feeling, considering I wasted six months thinking that I did.
I needed him. He was tuned in emotionally. And the last thing I wanted was another version of my father.
I catch Valerian’s eyes as he leans over me, shoving right in, not holding back.
In terms of being emotionally tuned in, he could be worse than my father. I don’t think Valerian evencanfeel. Not like normal human beings do.
But god, he makesmefeel.
And I feel so fucking amazing.
The handcuffs clang against the headboard, counting each of his thrusts. He grunts as he slams into me, losing his rhythm. I feel his cock twitching inside.
The electricity flowing through me reaches its peak. Valerian finds a sweet spot inside of me, and I completely lose my hold on reality.
I shut my eyes, feeling myself start to unravel.
And then the electricity explodes.
I cry out, riding out each wave, my body spasming. Valerian keeps thrusting. I cling onto his cock. And then I feel him letting go.
He groans, my pussy filling with his cum.
I glance up, the muscles in his shoulders working as he keeps himself up.
He grits his teeth. “Fuck.”
And then he slides out, leaving me completely fucking spent. And numb.
Because I just slept with the man who took everything away from me. And it was the best time I’ve had in…
Never mind.
14
VALERIAN
“Valerian?”snaps a voice.
I roll my eyes. I didn’t want to be interrupted. I was busy picturing Joy naked on my lap. Me giving her a well-deserved spank.
My cock hasn’t been able to stop thinking about her for the past few days.
I turn back to my men in the business meeting. Half are legitimate. The other half not so much.
I sigh, raking a hand through my hair when I see the time on the wall. I’ve been stuck in this conference room for an hour now. I had some things to check off. Unfortunately, running commercial real estate comes with its fair share of meetings.
I enjoyed it at first when I first moved to the city from Russia. The money was good. It was the perfect front. It still is. But I can’t get my head in the game today.
All I want to do is sink my cock into Joy and exist inside of her for a while. Hear her sigh. Feels her walls clench around my length as she comes around my cock.
“How are things on your end?” asks one of my employees, sitting across from me. He doesn’t know shit about who I really am.
“Everything’s signed off on my end for the new build.” I shut the folder in front of me and stand up. “We’ll reconvene two weeks today and discuss any updates.”
The table breaks, men walking about. Everyone but Nikolai.