“Here we are,” she almost sang as they broke through into a picturesque clearing in the woods.
A small, tidy cottage with a neatly thatched roof lay straight ahead of them. Off to one side was an open area of freshly cleared land, obviously intended to serve as a garden. On the other side, a running stream wound its way down the hill and into the woods. While small and far from elaborate, it hardly looked like the home of the mad hermit the woman seated in front of him portrayed herself to be.
The longer he was around Isabella, the more of a puzzle she became. A most enticing puzzle he had every intention of solving.
What in the name of all that was holy was she going to do with this man now that they’d reached her home?
Isabella fidgeted in the saddle, impatient as Robert dismounted. Normally she would have simply slipped feetfirst to the ground, but this horse of his was a monster, easily larger than any she’d ever been on before. The ground was uncomfortably far away from her present perch.
When he lifted his arms to assist her, she leaned into him and his hands fastened around her waist. His grip tightened as he took her full weight, pulling her closer, his face all but buried in her breasts. Her breath caught in her lungs and she placed her hands on his shoulders to steady her descent, feeling for a moment as if time stood still.
Lord, but she’d thought sitting so close to him on the journey home, his arms stretched out on both sides of her, had been difficult, but this!—Thiswas athousandtimes worse, face to face, sliding down the length of his hard body. Her heart pounded in her chest and a strange sensation shivered through her, warming her cheeks and shooting that heat throughout her, to the pit of her stomach and lower still. Closing her eyes, she fought against the need to catch her breath in quick little gasps as her toes touched solid ground
at last.
He released her as soon as her wobbly legs took her weight, and she looked up to find his handsome features distorted in a grimace. The sight of what had to be his disgust at being so close to her felt like the shock of falling into a frozen winter pond.
She stepped quickly back from him, dropping her eyes to the ground. This warrior, who had only moments before set her heart skipping in her chest, found her completely repulsive. So much so, in fact, that his face had distorted as if in pain when he’d held her.
As it should be. That had been her goal, had it not? To keep the world away from the old crone’s door? To convince everyone that she wasn’t worth their time or bother. She should be happy she’d been so successful in her deception.
She should be, but she wasn’t. His reaction hurt, cutting as deeply as any weapon ever could, and the heat that suffused her cheeks now was stoked by the fire of humiliation. She simply wanted to be rid of the man and his hateful grimaces.
“Thank you for seeing me home. I’ve no more need of yer assistance now, so yer free to go as soon as you like.”
Free to go and let her get back to her life as usual. That should come as a welcome relief to the man.
“Go?” Neither his look nor his tone conveyed relief. If anything, he sounded incredulous. “I’ll no be leaving unless you’ve decided yer ready to make the move to my own home.”
Now it was her turn at incredulity. “Yer home? Oh, I dinna think so, sir. I’ve no intention of going to yer home.” Or any other place with a man such as him. No, the farther away she was from him, the better.
“You canna remain here, Isabella. The MacDowylt will come back.”
It could be as he said. He did seem to be a man who would know of the world. But MacDowylt would be returning to the castle, not to her woods.
“I’m no leaving my own home,” she repeated stubbornly.
He bowed his head as if he were a man accepting his laird’s judgment. “Then I stay here with you. I made a promise to yer father to look after you and, late or no, now that I’m here, I’ve every intention of keeping that promise.”
Oh no, having him here would never do.
“In that case, Robert MacQuarrie, as my father’s only living descendant, I release you from yer onerous vow.”
She envisioned him, at her words, gratefully mounting his enormous horse and riding quickly away into the distance. He did neither.
Instead he laughed.
“I’m sure yer pleased to have yer freedom back, sir, but I dinna see a need for you to be quite so rude about it.” You’d think the man would have some small regard for her feelings. He had vowed to see to her well-being even if she had released him from that promise.
“My apologies, my lady.” Though his laughter ceased and he dipped his head respectfully, the corners of his mouth continued to quirk upward. “I can see you value yer independence, but getting rid of me will no be so easy as that. As the subject of said vow, yer no in any position to release me from it. Simply put, if you stay, I stay.”
“Stay?” Isabella’s stomach tightened in a knot of nerves. What would she do if he seriously meant to stay? How long could she keep up her pretense? She’d never needed to carry on for more than a couple of hours at a time. Even now the ashes matted in her hair were itching at her scalp. “For how long?”
He crossed his arms over his large chest, following along behind her to the cottage door. “A month, a year, five years. I canna say. I’ll stay until I’m either satisfied this is the best place for you to be or I’ve convinced you to allow me to take you somewhere better.”
What had felt like a good idea in her grandfather’s hall, allowing this man to be her guardian, no longer seemed quite so appealing. In fact, she was beginning to feel as if some giant trap were closing in on her.
She opened her door and stepped inside, turning at the last moment to peer up at the handsome warrior. If she couldn’t send him away, perhaps she could drive him away.