I open my mouth.
And Torval speaks.
“Brother.” The word emerges from my throat in a voice that is not mine—younger, gentler, carrying an affection that makes my eyes sting even as I give it passage. “I forgive you.”
Drokhar makes a sound. Low. Wounded. The sound of a man being broken open.
“I was never angry about the fight.” Torval’s voice continues through me, using my throat, my breath, my capacity for speech. The words flow easily, held back for so long and finally finding release. “You were right—I was naive. The war wasn’t what I thought it was. None of it was.”
“Torval—” Drokhar’s grip on my shoulder tightens to the point of pain. I don’t pull away. Can’t, even if I wanted to. “I said terrible things. I told you?—”
“You told me I was a fool.” The words carry no accusation. Only acceptance. Only the peace of a spirit who has had centuries to process what the living are still struggling to understand. “You were scared. You didn’t want to lose me, and anger was easier than fear. I knew that. I always knew that.”
“Then why did you leave? Why didn’t you?—”
“Because I had to.” Gentle. So gentle. “Because the war was happening whether I believed in it or not, and I couldn’t stay home while others died for causes I claimed to support. I thought I’d come back. Thought we’d have time to fix what we broke.”
A pause. The mark between us blazes brighter, responding to the grief that pours from Drokhar in waves.
“I ran out of time, brother. That’s all. I ran out of time to say goodbye.”
Drokhar sinks to his knees.
The movement pulls me down with him—his hand still gripping my shoulder, his other hand still pressed against mine over his heart. We kneel on the cold stone floor of my cell, the light from our marks casting long shadows against the walls, and I hold him as years of suppressed grief spills out at last.
He doesn’t sob. Doesn’t make any sound at all. But his body shakes with the force of what he’s feeling, tremors running through muscle and bone, and I feel dampness against my shoulder where his face has pressed.
Torval speaks one final time.
“Live, brother.” The words are fading, the spirit’s hold on my throat loosening as his message completes itself. “Stop running from the fire. Stop burning yourself along with the dead. The woman whose voice I’m borrowing—” A pause. A warmth that I feel more than hear. “She’s good. Let her be good to you.”
The presence withdraws.
I gasp as my throat becomes my own again, as the thousand voices pressing against my consciousness fade back to their muffled distance. The suppression wards are still dark—I broke them completely, apparently—but the flood of spirits has receded. They came for Torval’s message. Now that it’s delivered, they’ve returned to their waiting.
But they’re not angry anymore.
I can feel it—a shift in the quality of their pressure, a softening of the grief that has been crushing me since I arrived in this cell. They witnessed closure. They saw a spirit find peace. And they’re grateful, in their wordless way, for the reminder that such peace is possible.
Drokhar hasn’t moved.
He’s still on his knees, his forehead pressed to my shoulder, his hands gripping me like I’m the only solid thing in a world that’s suddenly become fluid. His body still trembles. His breath comes in harsh, uneven gasps.
I wrap my arms around him.
Not because the mark demands it—though it does, blazing with an intensity that borders on pain. Not because I need to. But because he does. Because this man who has spent his life silencing grief has finally been forced to feel his own, and he needs someone to hold the pieces while he falls apart.
“He forgave you.” My words are hoarse. Ragged. “He was never angry. He ran out of time.”
A sound escapes Drokhar’s throat. Not a sob—a raw thing. A burden that has been building since Torval died and can no longer be contained.
“I burned them.” The words are muffled against my shoulder. “All of them. Every mass grave, every anonymous corpse, every soldier who died without anyone to mourn them. I burned them because I couldn’t bear to think that Torval was among them. That somewhere in those pits, my brother was waiting for me to come find him.”
“I know.”
“I told myself it was mercy. Told myself the dead were better off as ash than as monsters. But the truth—” His grip tightens. “The truth is I was running. I’ve been running all these years, and I can’t—I can’t run anymore.”
“Then stop.” I press my lips to his temple—a gesture that surprises us both, intimate in a way neither of us is prepared for. “Stop running. Stop burning yourself along with the dead.” I use his brother’s words deliberately, feeling them resonate through the mark. “Let someone be good to you.”