He’s right. I know exactly what I want. Reaching up on my tiptoes, I softly press my lips to his cheek, and he stiffens as I linger there for a second longer than I should, lightly ghosting my nose along his jaw. It’s so quiet in this room that I can hear the hum of the lights.
“Thank you, Aiden,” I whisper, and using his name again warms me as I look up at him.
His hand slides from my throat to wrap around my long braid, and my body ignites as I hear him whisper, “That’s not how you thank me.” He pulls back slightly, the beast I couldn’t get enough of in the alley in his eyes. My heart beats faster as he tugs on the buckle of his belt. Just the sound is the beginning of my undoing.
“To thank me, Rhiannon…” He nods to the space between his boots. “Youkneel.”
Chapter 19
Mia
I’ve only been kissed by one man, ever. A boy, really, the night of Nicola’s assault. I was supposed to stay with her. We were going to have a girls’ night. But I liked Connor Christenson. He invited me to a frat party, so I left Nic and went. Connor got drunk and we made out that night, but something was off. He was too gentle when he kissed me, his hands were too hesitant as he touched me, and I just wasn’t turned on by him. I went home dissatisfied and confused.
After I found out about Nicola, the thought of intimacy with any man revolted me. It was a reminder that I left her that night. Left her fornothing. So, it’s insane that two years later, a man who I genuinely want to hate so badly, who represents the club responsible for her death, fuels an uncontrollable fire in me. The kind I can’t say no to. His kiss was only a dark promise of what more he can offer.
My core throbs, already desperate for him as he undoes his belt with one hand, slow enough that every movement ignites anew sort of frenzy in me, and then he’s pulling it from the loops so fast, it makes a snapping sound as it drops to the floor. I’m mesmerized as he undoes the button and drags the zipper down with the same hand.
For the first time, I abandon all shame—as if I had a choice—and I admit to myself that I wantAiden Foxx. It’s unthinkable because if he is a ruthless monster, what does that make me?
Regardless, I fly straight through the gates of hell as I drop to my knees, and his eyes heat as I obey him. Giving in, I’m eager for his next command. My hands rest on his thick thighs, I’m breathless and ready, and God help me, I feel truly alive for the first time in my life.
Aiden’s hand comes down, brushing wisps of hair from my face.
“Take my cock out, Mia.”
I slide my hands up, not even knowing what I’m doing, just letting my body guide me as I tug at his black boxers with shaky fingers. The bulge beneath is very apparent as I pull them down just enough for his huge, solid cock to spring free.
I’ve never seen a cock like this, not even in porn. He’s big and thick, laden with veins, and under his crown, and then again at the base, on the underside of his shaft, are two barbells. My eyes widen in surprise, precum leaks from his tip, and my mouth waters.
Aiden drags his thumb over my bottom lip, pulling it down before dropping his cock against my mouth, so warm and solid. He moves slightly and the metal of the first barbell sends a shiver through me. My tongue darts out and licks at the head, swiping the precum from him, pulling his sweet, salty taste into my mouth. The only indication of pleasure he gives me is the deepening furrow of his brow as my tongue darts out again.
He wraps my braid around his fist, reminding me he’s in control.
“Open your mouth.”
I look up at him enticingly through my lashes and lick my lips, trying to make him feel as out of control as I am right now, but he’s stone cold and devoid of emotion. My cheeks flush hot and one of the straps of my dress slips off my shoulder.
“Don’t fucking make me tell you twice.”
My body heats at the commanding way he speaks to me. Keeping my eyes on his as he drags the other strap off my shoulder, I do as I’m told and open my mouth, giving him space to slide in. He grips my hair tighter and then he’s thrusting his thick cock down my throat so forcefully I immediately gag. I don’t even have time to adjust before he’s pulling out then thrusting back in again, using my hair as leverage. I give in, feeling what he wants, relaxing my jaw as my pussy starts to throb. His head falls back, and a deep, visceral groan leaves him. The sound makes me feel like I’m flying.
“Goddamn.” He sinks deep, hitting the back of my throat again. He’s so big, and the metal of his piercings sliding across my tongue forces the question,What would he feel like inside me?My eyes water as I try to open wider so they don’t hit my teeth. I struggle to breathe through my nose, learning what he likes as he stays deep for a long moment. He pulls out slightly, allowing me to move, studying my motions as I lick the underside of his shaft, tasting him, wanting him. The lust in his eyes turns almost cruel as his thumb trails down my cheek and we hold each other’s gaze.
“I knew that smart fucking mouth was good for something more than back-talking me.”
I look up at him and pull back, only this time, I let my teethgraze him, and he hisses. “Your teeth touch my cock again, and I’ll be taking your ass right here on my fucking desk,” Aiden growls at me.
I should tell him I’m a virgin, that he’s about to take that from me right here in his office, but I don’t, because that will give him even more power.
“Now suck like a good little pet.” He smirks down at me. “Don’t stop until you’ve swallowed the last barbell.”
I moan and do as I’m told, taking him deep and hollowing out my cheeks as I suck. He groans, and this time, when he begins fucking my throat again, he doesn’t let up.
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Aiden
I should have put her stubborn little ass in a cab and sent her home. I should have let fucking Dagger have her. But I’m a selfish motherfucker, and seeing her obey me so well, dropping to her knees before me, turned me fucking carnal for her.