“I need more,” I whisper brokenly.
He chuckles, the sound humorless and taunting as it bounces between us. “Oh, yeah? Do you want to cum on my cock, baby?”
I swallow, nodding against the pillow. “Please, big brother.”
His lips slam against mine, his tongue plunging claimingly into my mouth as I gasp. His member pulses, thickening inside of me as he kisses me with wild abandon.
“You know what that does to me,” he snarls against my lips. “For that, I think you deserve a reward.”
His hand wedges between us, his thumb finding my clit as he makes small circles around the swollen flesh. My lips part on a garbled sound that’s choked from me, and my whole body responds by tightening. The coil deep inside of me pulses with every pass of his finger, my pussy milking him as wanton need claws at me.
He presses harder, knowing that soft touches do nothing for me. He still remembers my body so well, working me like he’s owned me since the very beginning. My vision blots as heat spreads too quickly for me to process. I throw my head back, my orgasm gripping me tightly as the pressure releases, and I cum so hard that I can’t see anymore.
“That’s beautiful,” Kaden rasps loudly. “Cum all over me, pretty girl.”
I’m gripping him tightly, my hands pulling at his hair as my core convulses and spasms around him. I soak us, and he snarls before pulling out and pumping the base himself. Hot splashes land across my folds, dripping down to my ass and coating the bedding below us.
Kaden uses his thumb to smear his release across my clit in a primal display before bringing his digit to my lips and giving a harsh command. “Open.”
I close my lips around his finger, the heady taste of his release exploding across my senses as I suck it clean. I don’t waste a drop he offers, my tongue lavishing and coating him.
He presses his forehead to mine, sucking in a breath as he pushes me back down onto the pillow. “That’s my girl.”
I preen under his praise, my cheeks flushed. “Stay with me.”
There’s a beat of silence before he slides to my side and wraps his arm around my waist. He tugs me close, nestling my ass in his lap as he kisses behind my ear. My thighs are a mess, but I’m the most content I’ve felt in…years.
I’m so weak…
Because the man at my back still holds a place in my heart despite my healing. I’ve tried for so long to separate my past from my future because Kaden broke me once before. I didn’t think I’d ever recover.
But all of that worry doesn’t stop my heart from thundering in my chest. It’s beginning to beat for him again, and I don’t know what to do…
Chapter fifty-two
Melody
KadenisgonewhenI rise in the morning. The spot beside me is barren, and I huff as I get dressed for the day. Mom wants to meet up with Kodi so we can go dress shopping for the wedding, but that’s not where my heart is right now.
I…
I don’t know what to feel.
This last day alone with Kaden has been enough to jumble my brain, skewing the lines I once firmly put in place. It’s distorted my reality, making that dream life I once had resurface with a vengeance.
He’s ruining me all over again, and I’m too weak to stop it.
As I pad down the stairs, my mind is a complete mess, broken fragments trying to piece themselves back together with jagged edges that have been chipped and worn over time. It’s like I’m disassociating and can’t gather the strength to stop myself anymore.
Is it because Dylan and I have become strained to our breaking point?
Is it because no matter how I look at things, there’s still a piece of me that holds tightly to Kaden like a security blanket?
Or is it because despite all of my excuses, I still love the man who once held my heart in the palm of his hands before he crushed it to dust?
I round the banister, so caught up in my revelations that I don’t notice the scent of fresh coffee until it’s too late. My head whips up, and I gasp.
Kodi is at the kitchen counter, her back pressed against it as she lifts a steaming cup to her lips. “Well, good morning, sunshine!” She beams.