When I twist around and reach for his cock, he steps away.
Stop.You need to rest and recover,he scolds.
I could suck you again.I liked that.I loved the feel of his smooth cock, the taste of his salty come, and most of all the power of seeing controlled Viktor reduced to incoherent need.
He only laughs.There will be other opportunities.
So I sink into the warm water, and Viktor leaves me alone with only the sunset light flickering on the walls.I have no idea what time it is, and I close my eyes to relive today.But I can’t really relax here, so after fifteen minutes, I haul myself out and towel off, feeling refreshed.Viktor has left my clothing in a neat pile; I redress and peek out into the hallway.Nobody is around, so I creep out to Viktor’s room.His door is ajar, so I tap on it and then peek inside.Viktor is at his desk working on his laptop.
Evie.He rises and opens the door.How are you feeling now?
I’m good.Physically, anyway; emotionally, I’m feeling quite fragile.I pick up my purse and look around for my coat.I think I’ll head home now.I still have some readings to do.
I’ll walk you back,he offers, opening his closet and getting my jacket out.
It’s okay.It’s only a short walk, and I’d like to clear my head.
He stares at me, as if he’s trying to determine if I have a hidden meaning.
Really,I insist.So much has happened that I need to process it all.
Okay,he agrees reluctantly.Look, I just wanted to let you know that we have more exhibition games on the weekend.
I nod, not sure where this is going.
So, unfortunately I’m going to be pretty busy this week.
That’s fine,I interject.Is he pulling away already?Well, who can blame him?I saw how hard he strained when he was trying not to hurt me.It certainly wasn’t the energetic sex he’s probably used to.And then Icriedafterwards.
But he surprises me by pulling me into his arms and hugging me gently.It’s an honour to be your first, beautiful Evie.Well, more than an honour, really,His low laugh makes me wish that we could have sex again right now.It’s bound to be completely different when he’s not treating me like a fragile porcelain dish.
When I return to my room, Annie is studying.She yanks off her headphones.You were gone for hours.I was about to call the police.
I beam at her through my relaxed haze.What did you think happened?
She throws up her hands.Who knows?Viktor could have kidnapped you and taken you to his dungeon!He’s got that pirate vibe.
I flop onto my bed.Viktor doesn’t have a dungeon.His bedroom is at the top of the house.
Oh my god!Annie screeches.You were in Viktor’s bedroom?
Calm down.You know I’ve already been there before.
She creeps over, sits on my bed, and then continues in harsh whispers.Evelyn, do you know what you’re doing?Viktor’s kind of a…player.Well, you know that, all the Alpha Zeta Mus told you.
I’m naturally secretive anyway, but at this moment I decide never to share anything personal about Viktor.He’s already become a ridiculous myth because of the rumours swirling around campus.Maybe some are true, but I can’t equate the gentleness of the man who bathed me with the heartless Romeo everyone else sees.
But still, I try to explain myself to Annie.I know that it’s not going to last between us, but it feels like Viktor is my chance to start my romantic life off right.
You’re going to have to explain that,she says.
What if my first time had been a sexual assault that I couldn’t even remember?It would take years to recover from something like that.With Viktor, I can be with someone smart, accomplished, and attractive.I swallow, remembering exactlyhowattractive he looks without his clothes.
Except he’s going to dump you in a month.What about door number three?A guy who loves and respects you, who wants to date you for months or years.Annie has a point.
It’s just that everyone else pales next to Viktor,I reply honestly.
I guess,she concedes.But wait, what if someone from your sorority finds out?