My eyes fall closed, pictures playing in my mind.“The first time I saw you in the garage, it was this girl with long, dark hair.You touched her all over, teased her until she was begging.You fingered her and fucked her, while someone else used her mouth.”
All this time later, I can still hear him as he leaned over her body, calling her a good girl, telling her what they were going to do.I’ve jerked off to fantasies of being in her place so many times.
My legs are already shaky.Suddenly, I’m not sure I’ll make it through this after all.
“Ah, I remember her.”Zed’s smile looks wistful and fond.“Solana.Nice girl.”
Liam shakes his head.Then he turns to me and eases further back onto the bed.“Okay, kid.You ready now?”
“Ready.”Any other worries I have, we can handle later.
“Red, yellow, or green?”
“Green.Very green.All sorts of green, Daddy.”
“You got a real fucking brat on your hands, don’t you,Daddy,” Zed says without any hint of anger.
“But he’s my brat,” Liam says.“Aren’t you, kid?”
Yes, I am.So I take a deep breath, and I let it out slowly, finally feeling able to say the thing I tried to say the night I turned eighteen.
“I love you, Daddy.”
All I can see right now is Liam’s smile.
Chapter Thirty-Four
Liam
Never gavea lot of thought to doing something like this with someone I loved.
Never gave a lot of thought to falling in love.Now that I can admit I have, this scene feels like the most natural thing in the world.I’ve always enjoyed sharing.
Besides, I’ve got plenty of groveling to do.Starting with giving Ravi anything he wants.Giving him his fantasy.Doesn’t hurt that his fantasy is also mine.
It’s one of the many reasons I figured I’d never be in a relationship.How many people are honestly okay with getting passed around among your friends?
I take in Ravi, his brown skin glowing under the room’s soft lighting, trembling slightly as my friend runs a hand over his back.Looking back on it now, I don’t know how I didn’t see it sooner.He’s exactly what I need.
“I love you too, kid.”
Zed puts his hand to his hip.“What are your orders, Liam?”
Ravi shivers harder.It’s on the warm side in this room, so I know he isn’t cold.
He’s shaking because he wants this, wants it from me, and from now on I refuse to shove Ravi’s wants away like they’re some kind of burden.I’m going to grab Ravi’s love with both hands, like the gift it is.
“Still green, kid?”
“Green, Daddy.”
Fuck it.Twisted or not, I’m not going to tell him to stop calling me that.I know he gets off on it too.Examining that shit is going to have to wait for another time.Possibly my next mandated session with our company therapist.
Right now, I have a scene to direct.
“Touch him,” I tell the two men.“Slow and gentle.Tease him.Make him needy.”
The big guy, Red, slides his finger slowly down Ravi’s spine, while Zed goes for the face.Sliding his palm across Ravi’s jaw, over his throat.Down to his chest, teasing his nipples.