When I woke up in the middle of the night, I heard grunting in my ear and a heavy weight on me. I was still groggy from all those drinks, but I didn’t feel nearly as bad as I did earlier. When I opened my eyes, I realized that someone was on top of me. My reactions were delayed, and I didn’t like the way it made me feel.
“What are you doing?” I croaked, trying to find my voice underneath the drunken fog I was in.
“I’m sorry, baby. You were looking so good, I couldn’t resist. Plus, you leave tomorrow and I wanted to have one more moment with you,” Damacio whispered as he continued to pump in and out of me.
My feelings were conflicted because I wasn’t sure what to think. I made the decision to come to his room, so I guess some would say it was consent, but I hadn’t been conscious, so it made me uncomfortable. I lay there for a while, trying to gather my thoughts. My body still felt sluggish and heavy, so I wasn’t in a position to do much. After a couple of minutes, Damacio held me in place as he nutted. It was then that I realized he hadn’t used protection.
“Why didn’t you use protection?” I questioned as I attempted to lift my body up. It was a struggle, but I managed to sit myself up so that my back was against the headboard.
“What’s the big deal? They have pharmacies all over this side of town. We can easily get you a Plan B when we wake up later.”
“The big deal is that you had sex with me while I was unconscious, and then you didn’t even bother to use protection or pull out. You don’t think that’s a big deal?” I kept my tone even when all I really wanted to do was cuss him the fuck out. The only thing that stopped me from showing my ass was the fact that I wasn’t sure if I would be able to make it out of the room safely. My legs were tingling, and my body was still moving at a slow pace.
I searched around for my phone but came up empty-handed. I was supposed to call Logic back once I made it to the hotel room, and I was sure he had probably called me a dozen times.
“You’re overreacting. Shit, most bitches I fuck with are usually begging me to take the rubber off. Just relax and go with the flow. I get tested once a month, so you don’t have anything to worry about.”
There was so much I wanted to say, but my gut was telling me to keep calm.
“Hey, have you seen my phone?” I asked in the softest tone I could muster up.
“Umm, I think you put it in your purse. If I’m not mistaken, it’s still in the car. I was so focused on carrying you, I must’ve forgot it.”
I tried to play it off as if I wasn’t nervous, but something felt off.
“Do you mind going to get it?”
“Can’t you wait until later? It’s four o’clock in the morning. Who the fuck do you need to call this late?”
“I was supposed to check with my babysitter earlier. My daughter had a fever, and she was supposed to send me an update. I just wanna make sure that she’s okay.” The lie came out so smoothly, I almost believed it myself.
“Alright, damn. You owe me when I get back. I’m gonna need to see what that mouth can do before you leave.”
I wanted to tell him that he could kiss my ass, but instead I nodded my head. I had to think smart and focus on making sure I made it back home safely. My plan was to wait until he fell back asleep and then order an Uber to take me back to the Airbnb. Then, I would block his number and never speak to him again.
When Damacio walked out of the room, I tried to move my body to see how it would feel. My legs felt like noodles, but I managed to stand up on my own. My head was throbbing, and Iknew that I was going to have the worst hangover as I traveled back home.
I wasn’t sure how long Damacio had been gone, but I was alarmed when I heard multiple voices on the other side of the door. I cracked it open slightly so that I could hear what was going on.
“I thought that shit you put in her drink was supposed to keep her out for the rest of the night. She’s wide awake right now and getting on my fucking nerves.” I heard Damacio’s voice, and it scared me. This wasn’t the same guy I had been spending my time with.
“You must not have put enough in there. The last two bitches Jeremiah and I took down were out for almost twelve hours. I thought for sure she would be a goner since she had those other shots on top of the drinks you made her. It’s not a big deal, though. Just pour some in her water and shake it up. She should be back asleep within the next thirty minutes. Plus, ol’ girl said she was a freak anyway, so it really doesn’t matter. We gon’ have fun regardless.”
I recognized the other voice as his teammate Rommel. He had tried to shoot his shot with me multiple times this weekend, but I paid him no mind. I assumed that they were all used to sharing, and he must’ve thought I was on the same type of time.
“Alright, bet. I’ma go grab her another bottle and put some lemon in there to throw her off. Honestly, I would have wifed the bitch if I hadn’t seen her baby daddy blowing up her phone so much. She made it seem as though she was single, but clearly she’s playing games. You really can’t trust these bitches,” Damacio spat.
“It’s all good. Once she’s knocked out, we are going to slut her out and send her ass packing. She doesn’t know what she missed out on, bro.”
My legs grew weak, and my palms were sweaty as I shuffled back over to the bed. It felt like I was in a fucking twilight zone, and I couldn’t believe that this was happening to me. The one time that I took a chance to live on the wild side, this is what happened.
I tried to calm myself down by taking deep breaths, but the more time passed, the more I began to freak out. When I heard the sound of the doorknob jiggling, I tried to lie down as if I had gone back to sleep.
“Hey, baby. I brought you some water. You need to rehydrate, especially since you threw up a few hours ago. I brought you a BC powder, too. I’m not sure if it’s too late, but it’s better late than never, right?” Damacio walked over to me with a pre-opened water bottle and a packet.
I tried to play it off on the outside, but internally, I was about to have a panic attack.
“Thank you. Did you find my phone?” I probed. I was certain that Logic and my friends were more than likely asleep, but I still needed to let someone know where I was, just in case something bad happened.