“Ugh!” I groan dramatically and walk away from him to go back to the field.
When they join me, we start playing again. I try to stay where Mason can’t pass to me, but he does anyway. I catch the ball and take off running, dodging Jake and Billy. Del and Ben close in on me, or at least I think they are.
Stacy comes out of nowhere and tackles me. I scream then laugh when she jumps on my back, taking us both down. “You suck,” I say, still laughing. She moves off of me, and we’re both lying on the ground looking up at the sky.
“You run so fast,” she laughs breathlessly.
“I didn’t expect you to do that. I thought Del or Ben would get me,” I say.
“Can I ask you something?” she asks.
“Mhmm,” I sigh.
“What were you thinking when Jake pinned you to the wall?” she asks. I turn and look at her. “Because I was turned on just watching that go down.”
“You’re always turned on,” I cackle. “It was unexpected.”
“Oh, come on. Girl code. What were you thinking?” she asks.
“Honestly?” I ask with a sigh, and she nods happily.
“That… I wanted more from him,” I say quietly.
“The man looked like he was ready to fuck you. I think that feeling was mutual,” she laughs.
“Does that make me a bad person? Billy did something similar in the basement and… it got in my head.”
“No, babe. Lance, Dean, and Mason gave them permission to fuck with you,” she says. “When you were out of it after they railed you, Jake mentioned how comfortable you are with them being around for things like that. Dean says when you are stressed out about something, the more intense the easier it is for you to process. If you didn’t call it, then it only played into the intensity you needed.”
“How did they lead tothat?” I ask.
“Oh. Jake said they can’t say things like that because he’d be too tempted to “take care of you” if you were being a brat to him. Mason said that as long as you didn’t say no, then to go slow with you. Then you screamed at him.”
“Did they… I don’t know how to take that,” I say.
“Do you want me to be blunt?” she asks, and I nod. “Your boyfriends want to share you. With all of them… They are just letting things play out so you all can get comfortable with the others being all… dominant with you.”
“At least I have Todd not wanting to bend me over,” I laugh and run my hands down my face.
“Don’t be so sure,” she says as she stands and offers me her hand. I take it and stand up, confused.
“What do you mean?” I ask.
“I mean that Todd and I are very open with one another about our… fantasies… Todd would fuck you senseless if any of you ever gave him the green light.”
“I… feel like I should apologize,” I say with a frown.
“Why? Because you’re a temptress who wants to throw your pussy around to your friends?” she asks, nudging me.
“Oh, shut up,” I laugh.
“Look, babe. I’ll be honest. I will happily and willingly let any of those eight men do anything they want to me,” she says. “And, so there is no confusion, I absolutely mean your boyfriends.”
“I don’t know how to take that, Stacy. Especially considering…” I say, but catch myself and shut up.
“Say it, say it, say it,” she says, jumping around excitedly.
“I… So, Billy cornered me in the basement. Between him and Jake, I got super worked up and… fantasized a bit in the shower,” I say. “About everyone. Including you.”