Ride it and kiss me.
My brows pinch as I read over the words he’s written in my blood, then I turn my head to look at him. His gaze lingers on my dry lips before locking back onto mine and they’re darker, heavier. His breathing shifts, deeper now, like he’s pushing his own boundaries just for me.
His hand finds my throat again, rough and possessive, fingers digging in as he forces me to drag up the long barrel, then slides me back down onto it, giving me little choice.
I gasp, the sound catching against his lips just as he leans in, slowly and almost hesitantly, as if he’s not sure if this is a kiss or the end of him.
As soon as his lips brush against mine, my breath hitches, and my eyes flutter shut. I reach out, my hand finding the inked skin of his neck as he tilts his head. Then, before I even realize it, his soft lips are pressed fully against mine, and everything else fades away.
Our lips part naturally, like we’ve done this so many times before. His pierced tongue slips into my mouth, immediately finding mine, the connection seamless. Our mouths move in sync, desperate, tasting each other with the kind of craving that feels endless, like we’re starving for something only the other can give.
He growls, whether in warning or enjoyment, I don’t really know, but it prompts me to start fucking the gun with my ass. His grip tightens on the handle, keeping it steady, while his other grabs my bouncing tit, squeezing it bruisingly.
I moan against his lips as he devours my mouth, riding hard and fast, until his hand drops between my thighs, fingers finding my clit and he rubs me out at the same time.
Just when I feel my climax rising and curling tight inside me, tethering on the edge, I chase it, hips shifting, breath catching, aching for that sharp, blinding release.
Ineed to feel it ripping through me while he’s kissing me like this and while I’m imagining it’s his big dick I’m riding hard, replaying the filthy images over and over in my mind.
As both of our breaths quicken, I feel his hand start to tremble around the gun, like he’s hardly holding himself together. Something shifts, I can feel something dark coiling around us, thick in the air, and it’s swelling inside of him.
My orgasm crashes through me, my asshole pulsing around his gun, my body shuddering until—
Click.
Wrath pulls the trigger.
I scream, body jolting, almost tearing the barrel out of my ass, but his hand clamps around my throat, holding me in place.
“You… You—” The words choke in my mouth, and I can’t even finish them. The realization slams into me that he could’ve shot me from the inside out.
Just like that. One moment of madness could have destroyed both of us, but somehow, and luckily, the clip was empty.
“You bastard!” I bite out quietly, eyes closed as I breath heavy with my dazed head resting against his chest.
But he simply presses gentle kisses to my shoulder and collarbone, silently apologizing.
When he slips the gun out of me, he starts to unravel the barbed wire still stuck in my body. Once I’m free, he turns me and sits me frontally on his thighs.
With my arms wrapped around his shoulders and my forehead resting on his neck, his trembling hands roam over my body, gliding across every curve, giving me time to recover from the onslaught he just unleashed on me.
As his fingers sweep my sweaty hair away from my face, he peers down at me, and when our eyes meet, something clicks. He searches mine as I search his, and for a brief, quiet moment, we justseeeach other.
And that’s when I understand, if we’re going to do this, we have to expect exactly what it is. I have to accept exactly what that means.
This will never be normal. It won’t be clean, easy, or soft.
It’ll bethis—volatile and consuming. Toxic in a way that feels like devotion.
Dark, unhinged, and unapologetic.
A chaos we feed in each other and a craving that claws at our souls, whispering in the spaces between pain and pleasure.
It’s not lust the way the world defines it.
It’s a need—raw and aching, a pull written in marrow and blood.
A silent scream that says:I’ll ruin for you, if you ruin for me.