Kor’s seed tasted creamy and salty and sweet, with just a hint of the hot buttered waffles and pancakes he made for me every morning.Ifthat sounds bizarre, well,I’msorry—that’s just how it tasted and it was delicious.Infact,Icouldn’t get enough.
Sometimes when we were out hiking,Ihad to beg him to stop soIcould suck him.Kordidn’t seem to mind.Hestroked my hair lovingly asIsucked him, never forcing me or gagging me, just taking the pleasureIoffered and giving me whatIneeded in return.
“Gods, you’re so fucking beautiful with my cock in your mouth,” he growled, watching me one morning afterIhad discovered my new craving.Wewere taking one of our favorite hikes and had stopped by the side of the trail where there was a flat, sun-warmed rock he could sit on.
I stopped for a moment and looked up at him.
“I love to suck you,”Iadmitted softly.“Ilove to feel you pulsing in my mouth when you come.”
“Fuck, baby,” he groaned, his eyes lazy with lust.“Youdon’t know what it does to me when you talk like that.”
“Makes you come,Ihope,”Isaid teasingly.ThenIwent back to sucking him until he gave me all of his cream.
For the first time in my lifeIwas enjoying sex and my own sexuality.Eventhough we weren’t actually having “traditional intercourse” it was the most funI’dever had—erotically speaking.Itfelt like a part of me that had been beaten and abused until it was small and almost dead was slowly coming back to life.EveryminuteIwas withKor, he made me feel beautiful and desired.Ibloomed around him and leaned into the feminine side of myselfI’dkept secret and hidden before.
I loved showing my body off around him and often at night made use of the naughty lingerieI’dordered online.Ialso wore revealing outfits on our hikes—Iloved going ahead of him on the trail, knowing he was watching my ass.Inever wore a bra or panties anymore, either.Therewas no point, especially considering that myHeatmeantImight need him to suck the nectar from my breasts or taste my pussy to make me come at any time.
Usually, though,Itried to wait until bedtime to have him do that.ThoughKordid his best to satisfy me in every way, myHeatdid have one troubling aspect—it made me feel achingly empty inside.Andthough his fingers felt wonderful inside me,Ifound they weren’t enough anymore.
WhenIconfessed the empty feeling toKorand explained thatIneeded more, he told me he thought he could help.
“But not with your, you know…”
“No, baby—not with my cock.Itold you we won’t break theUnbreakableLaws, and we won’t,” he promised.“Justleave it to me—Ican help.”
And he did—mostly.Itturned out he was able to use his tongue to fill me a little more each night.Ididn’t know how he was able to change the shape and size of his tongue—Iwondered if it might have something to do with the shadowy entityIhad felt around him during the altercation withMrs.BrowderandCynthia-Ann—butIdidn’t dare to ask.
Whatever that creature was, it was part ofKor,Itold myself.Ididn’t think it was evil—just animalistic.Andsince all maleWereshave an animal inside them,Iassumed it was something to do with his wolf.
SinceKorfilled me every night with his tongue and made me come regularly as well as keeping my nectar production under control,Iwas able to stave offHeatFever.ButmyHeatCyclewas growing hotter, and it wasn’t going away.
It won’t go away until he actually breeds you—you know that,whispered a practical little voice in my head.ButItried to push it away.Despiteeverything else we were doing,Istill didn’t want to break theUnbreakableLaws.
Things came to a head one night, though, the night before the full moon.TheAlphaChallengewas tomorrow night, andIwas feeling restless and worried at the idea ofKorfightingHarrisMurdochfor theLeadershipof thePack.
I snapped at him twice at dinner before he finally reached across the kitchen island—where we always sat for meals—and took my hand.Lookinginto my eyes, he murmured,
“What is it, baby?Pleasetell me what’s bothering you.”
I looked down at my plate—we’d been having baked salmon with wild rice and asparagus, butI’dbarely touched my food.
“I…IguessI’mjust worried about tomorrow night,”Iadmitted.“About, you know, theAlphaChallenge.”
“You don’t have to worry,” he said soothingly.“Ican takeMurdochand anyone one else easily.Look,Ididn’t want to tell you this, but you’re going to find out tomorrow night anyway.”
I looked up quickly, meeting his eyes.Sohe was finally going to tell me his secret—the oneI’dbeen suspecting ever since that day in town.
“What?Whatis it?”Iasked, trying to keep the apprehension out of my voice.
He took a deep breath.
“I have what some people call a ‘cursed wolf’ inside me.”
“A cursed wolf?”Ihad heard of such things, butIwas still slightly horrified to learn thatKorwas one of “theCursedOnes.”
“Yes, but it’s not really cursed—it’s just an in-between form,” he told me quickly.“Icall it my ‘Beast.’It’snot a full wolf, or a full man—it’s sort of in between.Kindof like a wolfman, like they had in those old movies.”
I tried to picture what he was talking about and suddenly my dream came back to me.Ihadn’t been having it sinceKorhad been helping me and making me come before bed every night, butIwell remembered the huge creature rising before me in the moonlight in the last dreamI’dhad.