I cut her off, saying, "I don't even know who the fuck that is, and that's your problem, Sia. I can't suffer from what the next nigga did, love. You bitter. That's all. All thatTwo Can Play That Gamebullshit will leave you alone and bitter as hell. You're so hurt from whatever the last nigga did that you're blind-sided when a real nigga like me come in yo life and treat you right. I'm all you need, love."
I turned around to face her. There was an unreadable expression on her face that came from a deep-rooted sadness that I wasn't the cause of.
"That's not it, Dose."
"Then tell me. Tell me what you need, Sia."
"I don't need a boy—I need a man. A man who knows how to stay when life gets heavy. Dick is easy to find… I can get that whenever I want. But when the nights get rough and I'm carrying the weight of everything alone, will you be there to soften the hard parts? To love me in-between the lust?"
I pointed that out. "See, that's the difference between boys and men. A boy gonna show up for the moment… a man gonna stay through the pressure. Anybody can touch your body, but I'm trying to learn your heart, your mind, the parts of you that get overlooked. I wanna be the one you call when life starts weighing heavy on you… not just when you need a distraction. I don't have any intention of hurting you. I just want to see you bloom and bring out the best in you. I can tell you've been through enough already."
She shook her head, fighting tears, but they fell anyway, and I knew I'd beaten it out of her. There was a chip on her shoulder that had been there for years, and she let it nestle and become comfortable. The demon she was battling was the sudden reality that she was trying to hide.
"I didn't come here to cry, nigga!" She sniffled through a laugh.
"You came here to talk, so we doing just that. You always want to be in control. How I'm supposed to be yo man and you the one running shit?" I joked with her.
Reaching over, I wiped her tears, leaning closer so I could kiss her cheek.
"I guess you're right."
I nodded. "I know I am."
Twiddling with her thumbs, she murmured, "I need to leave before I let you fuck me."
"You ain't drive all the way over here in the rain not to get fucked, love," I mumbled, seconds away from tonguing her down.
Chapter Thirteen
SIA
"Take this off," Dose groaned. His tongue removed from my lips and slithered down to my neck, where he sucked and licked. He was tugging at my jacket, already gripping the button, sliding it down before releasing it when my breast sprang free.
There was no need to wear a bra and panties over here. Honestly, I hadn't planned on doing anything with him. Nonetheless, a bra and panties weren't needed because I wasn't going anywhere that required them.
"Take 'em off," he tugged at the hem of my pants and gripped them tight while motioning me to sit up so he could slide my pants off.
Now I was completely naked, sitting on his couch, exposed and vulnerable in a way I hadn't been with anyone in a long time.
"Come here," Dose said, his voice barely above a whisper.
I stood up on shaky legs and walked over to him. He pulled me onto his lap, my thighs straddling his hips, and I could feel the heat of his body through his sweatpants.
"You so fuckin' beautiful," he murmured, his hands sliding up my thighs, gripping my hips.
Before I could respond, his lips were on mine. Not soft. Not gentle. Nasty. Hungry. His tongue pushed into my mouth, exploring, claiming, and I moaned into the kiss, my hands gripping his shoulders.
He kissed me like he was starving, like he'd been waiting his whole life for this moment. His tongue tangled with mine, sucking on it, biting my bottom lip, making me whimper.
I spread my legs wider, pressing my pussy against his stomach, and I could feel how wet I was. My sap was coating his skin, slick and warm, and he groaned when he felt it.
"Damn, you wet as fuck," he muttered against my lips, his hands strumming my moist pussy.
"Shut up," I breathed, grinding against him.
His hands moved to my breasts, squeezing them, his thumbs brushing over my nipples. Then his mouth followed, his lips wrapping around one nipple, sucking hard.
"Fuck," I gasped, my head falling back.