“Yes,” I tell him. “Don’t stop.”
We fuck two more times before we’re both incapable of moving. After he disposes of the condom, I push up to leave. My legs feel like rubber and my head spins, but I think I can make it back to the guest room, only Desmond stops me.
He slips back into bed beside me and grabs me from behind, pulling my hips against his. My back to his front.
“Sleep,” he grunts, tucking my head beneath his chin.
“But—”
“Sleep.”
I take a deep breath, close my eyes, and for the first time in a long time, I do what Desmond tells me to do. I sleep.
101
Demond
I’m fucked. I am seriously and thoroughly fucked.
Harsh sunlight bleeds into the room. The clock on the wall reads eight AM. Late for me to be waking up, but not late enough that I need to hurry. Meiying is curled up in bed beside me, eyes closed, and jet black hair fanning around her pillow. I close my eyes for a beat, breathing in her scent. I stifle a groan. She smellsgood.The underlying scent of ginseng and oranges that is uniquely her wraps around me and urges my wolf to the forefront of my mind as if to claim her. As if I have that right.
I take in her delicate shoulders, the way she fits perfectly nestled in my arms, herass pressing against my front. My dick stirs to life.
The thought of rolling her over and sliding my cock inside her wet heat has my dick jumping to attention and my wolf growing in approval. I press my hips against her and she lets out a breathy little sigh, not unlike a purr, and fuck does that turn me on as she presses deeper into me in her sleep. She feels good in my arms. Right. Like she belongs there. Which is why I can’t stay in this bed any longer. If I do, I’m going to wake her up, fuck her, and then we’ll both have to face the reality of what happened last night. I doubt she’s ready for that. I know I’m not.
I slide my arm out from beneath her and climb out of bed, careful not to wake her. The sheet shifts with me, exposing her creamy skin and her perfect tits. Tits I had my hands on last night. My mouth on. I’m tempted to crawl back into bed, but it’s a bad idea. This. Us. I shake my head. Her mom just died and what do I do?Christ,I’m a prick. I completely took advantage of her grief when … my mind wanders and I start to count the days. Shit. Shit. I cover my face with my hand.You took the girl’s virginity at seventeen.I rub the back of my neck. I didn’t expect that. Most shifters begin sharing skin privileges much younger in our youth. We’re tactile creatures, and our animals encourage us into physical relationships. We want the contact and affection that comes from being with someone. It soothes the animal inside of us. Gives them a necessary release and allows us to better maintain control.
That she waited this long, it means skin privileges are important to her. She doesn’t give just anyone the right to touch her, and that she allowed me to be the one … I hang my head. It makes the possessive beast inside me lunge forward deep inside my chest demanding that we make her ours. Not just today but tomorrow and forever after that. Which is all sorts of fucked up.
Even I know how seriously screwed up last night was. All the lines I crossed.
Leaving her in my bed, I opt for a cold shower. But, five minutes in and my dick is still rock hard, like it knows Meiying is on the other side of the wall, naked and waiting. My wolf is riding me hard, and the urge to stalk back into the room and devour her like prey is damn near all consuming.
I fist my cock in my hand, stroking myself to relieve the pressure. I groan as flashes of her assault me behind my closed eyes. Her hair tangled in my hands. Her eyes alight with her beast. Her sinful mouth as I drive myself into her.
Shit. I’m going to come.
The shower curtain is pulled back and a very awake and very naked Meiying stands before me. She sees me, sees my fingers wrapped around my cock, and steps inside the shower, dropping to her knees to replace my hand with her own.
My dick jerks at her touch and a smile curls her lips.
“Fuck.”What is this girl doing to me? “Meiying?” I growl. I’m not sure if it’s a warning or a plea.
Her big blue eyes look up at me through her lashes, her fingers barely able to close around my length. My gaze drops to her mouth, and the image of her lips wrapping around the head of my cock has me straining painfully in her grip. It would be so easy to slip between her lips, and I know it’d feel good. A thought trickles into my mind, wondering if she’s done this with another guy. Last night, I was the first to take her pussy. Would I be the first to take her mouth, too?
I want that. It’s selfish and wrong, but I want all of her firsts. Everything that she’ll give me.
Her tongue darts out, licking the drop of pre-cum from my slit and I thrust forward, unable to stop myself. She smiles, and it undoes something inside of me.
“You can’t touch me like that, kitten.” My voice is hoarse, the tendons in my neck straining. “If you open that mouth of yours again. I’m going to take it.” It’s both a warning and a promise.
I’m clearly insane, or just a glutton for punishment and high on lust, because instead of pulling away from her touch, I press forward, rubbing my dick over her mouth, enjoying the sight of my lingering arousal as it paints her lips, making them glisten.
I put one hand against the wall to steady myself, the other fists the back of her head, holding her in place, but I don’t push myself inside her mouth. She has to be the one to make that decision. She’s gotta show me what she wants. What she’s willing to give me. Because with how I’m feeling right now, I’ll take all of it. Every piece of her she’ll let me have.
“Have you sucked a man’s cock before?” Her eyes are dilated, filled with lust and need as she bobs her head in confirmation.
I snarl, the wolf in me rising in fury that someone else would dare to touch what is ours.Fuck.I hate that answer. My grip in her hair tightens and she hisses, but she doesn’t pull away. Good. I don’t know what would happen if she did. The need to dominate her rides me hard, my chest heaving with harsh breaths as I fight to keep myself in check.