“Yes,” I moan and pull my hand back, clutching the pillow behind my head.
“Like this?”
It’s my favorite touch, the one I do myself when I have the time.Silas masters it and keeps up that same steady, slow stroke.
His mouth keeps going, too, alternating between my breasts, still mostly trapped in the lace, and whispering sweet, beautiful things against my skin.God, you’re so sexy.Can’t wait to feel you come.
I have to adjust him a few times, but he’s patient and persistent.Soon, my legs are restless, the pressure building inside me until heat flushes all over my body and I come.My core tenses, my head falls back.My hand flies back to his, showing him exactly how to press against me to draw it out.
“Fuck, fuck, fuck,” he chants.When my body has relaxed and I suck in a deep breath, he looks up.“Can I get a condom?”
“Please.”It comes out like a beg.
Silas sits up, pulling his jeans and underwear off his legs finally, and walks into his bathroom.He returns, tossing a strip of condoms on the bed, and kneels between my knees.He leans over me, setting one hand beside my head and tracing the strap of the teddy with the other.
He draws the strap down slowly, past my bicep, tugging until the cup flips over, exposing my breast.His knees push against my thighs, spreading my legs further while he sits back and takes the other strap down too.
Silas presses a kiss to my sternum, then my nipple, and then his mouth follows the lace down until he’s pulling the whole thing off and staring at me with wild eyes, taking everything in.
It’s long enough that I start to feel a self-consciousness creeping in.Just when I’m about to move to cover myself, Silas breaks his stare and grabs the condom, opening it and rolling it on.
He prowls over me, sliding his hands up my sides, taking my arms with him up and over my head.I forget all about my concerns, all those negative feelings replaced with anticipation.He kisses me hard while he lines up, threading his fingers through mine, and thrusts in.
My body takes him in and we both groan.Our mouths stay close together, panting and occasionally dropping kisses.Silas’s hips move slowly, rocking, and I wrap my legs around him.
Silas grunts into my shoulder.“Goddamn it.I’m not gonna last long.”His voice has gotten raspier.“Can you come like this?”
I shake my head.
In a flash, Silas rolls us over.I adjust my knees and sit up on his cock, looking down at him.The tattoos draw my eye, but I’m distracted from them by Silas’s hand, which flattens over his abs and runs between us, feeling the place where his body is inside mine.His eyes roll back in his head, and his finger drifts up to my clit.He starts those slow, steady circles again.
“Like that?”he asks.
I close my eyes, letting my head fall back on my neck.My hands find his thighs as I lean back, the thick muscles tense and braced.“Yeah.”
He gets me close again, having to pin down my hips with his other hand, preventing me from grinding against him.“Just you, temptress,” he reprimands.
I still, and pay attention to his fingers.I barely have to correct him now.“Oh god, Silas.That’s good.That’s so good.”
“Yes.I want you to come for me again.Let me feel it.”
The combination of his strokes and the words tip me over and I come around his cock, slumping forward.His hands run up and down my back, and when I relax fully against him, he starts to thrust up, gentle at first and then getting rougher, harder.
His feet flat on the sheets, he tenses and grunts, lifting his hips and my knees off the bed.He pulses, gasping, and then collapses beneath me.
Then it’s all tender kisses and playing our fingers against each other.We clean up and when we slip back into bed, Silas pulls me to his chest, his arm banding around my waist.
“Today was...”he starts, then stops.His lips press against my shoulder.“I’ve wanted this for so long.”
Nerves flutter in my belly.“Since you were fifteen?”
“Since I was fifteen,” he confirms, and I can hear the smile in his voice.“Worth the wait.”
We’re quiet for a moment, and I feel the weight of everything unsaid.
“We should probably talk about Hunter,” Silas says finally, his voice careful.
My stomach drops.“Yeah.”