But then her pussy squeezes against me, her nails raking against the side of my throat.
"I want to feel you come."
"Such a naughty little slut, wanting my cum in her pussy. You want to walk around this park, dripping with my cum?"
Summer's eyes meet mine, clouded with lust as she nods.
I grab her hips with both hands, pulling her into me hard with each thrust.
Everything in me tenses before I come, spilling into her, my strokes slowing until I'm entirely spent.
When I pull out of her and set her on the ground, some of my cum runs down her legs. I sweep my fingers through the mess we've made, pumping my fingers into her, spreading our cum as she whimpers.
Once I'm satisfied, I hold my coated fingers to her lips, groaning while she sucks them clean.
After a couple of minutes, she pulls back and grabs her dress, pulling it on before smoothing her hands over her hair. She shoots me an icy glare, ripping open the door to the building and stepping out, waiting for me even though I can feel the heat of her rage simmering around me.
"Orgasms aren't going to make me forget the fact that you want to keep me like I'm some kind of pet."
I sigh and tuck myself away before following her out. "Summer."
"No. I don't want you to say something that's going to make me want to forget this conversation happened. I want to know that if I'm willing to do something with you that's going to hurt my entire family, you're going to be there. You're going to let me be my own person, and you're not going to try and keep me captive like I'm just something else you can control. Aiden already does that shit to me, and I'm so fucking tired of it."
"What more do you want from me?"
She throws her hands up in the air, the look on her face heartbreaking. "I don't know. Maybe something real to hold onto since everything about you is an elaborately concocted mask, so I have no clue what to trust."
Without another word, she turns from me like she's preparing to storm away, but I'm not going to let that happen. Not this time. She doesn't get to keep walking away from this just because she feels like I'm not giving her everything she needs.
She's so lost in everything she's known that she doesn't know what she needs.
I take her hand, turning her to face me fully, pulling her a little closer. "I need you to hear me when I tell you this."
"I'm listening."
"There's a world in which I'd step away from it all. I'd cut ties with the family, I'd move somewhere else in the country, and I'd start a life where I could be free to live as I want."
She pauses, her face softening, though the anger is still there, boiling just beneath the surface. "Then what's holding you back?"
"I don't know if it's going to be worth it in the end."
But I do know that losing her isn't an option anymore.
I'm going to do whatever it takes to hold onto her, even if it means slaughtering everyone I know just so they don't have the chance to take her from me.
She'll forgive me for it later. Maybe.
Or she could spend the rest of her life hating me, but she's worth everything.
I'd make her hate me to keep her safe.
Hell, I hate myself enough for the both of us, and Iknowthere's no fixing that. Not even with her pretty smiles and the thought of giving up everything for her.
Chapter Twenty-Three
SUMMER
I don't knowthe last time I was this horny. It might've been the other day when Noah had me pinned against the wall, fucking me until I wasn't angry again, only to make me angrier.