“I’ve never done this before,” she blurts out.
“You never doneanyof this?” I ask in shock.
She bites her lip nervously and shakes her head.
“Not eventouching?” I mutter, still stunned.
She shakes her head again.
“I want to,” she says quietly. “I just… I think… I thought…”
She’s a virgin. She’s untouched and innocent in every way.The thoughts have my blood rushing and my desire pulsing.
I brush my thumb over her lips, feeling the softness of them, wanting to pull her mouth against mine again to continue kissing her. But if I kiss her again, I’ll want to do more.
And while I am practically dying to take her virginity, I won’t do it like this. Not in a car, in a parking lot outside a club, while she is clearly too tipsy to make decisions as big as this.
Groaning, I squeeze my eyes shut to block out her gorgeous gaze.
“We can’t do this, Blair. This isn’t right,” I say with reluctance.
“You don’t want to?” she asks in horror.
“We can’t. Not like this,” I shake my head.
She looks intensely embarrassed as she quickly crawls off me, trying awkwardly to tug her dress down in the limited space of the car.
“Can you please take me home then?” she asks, her voice small and quiet. She’s hardly looking at me.
“Sure. I can do that,” I sigh.
Fuck me, I hate myself right now. But I’m doing the right thing.
You could be thrusting into her tight little virgin pussy right now, with her legs spread over your lap while she slides over your cock, but instead you’re doing the right thing.My mind taunts me, and I shove the thoughts aside. IknowI’m doing the right thing. But my body has a mind of its own, and its needs are very hard to control when it comes to Blair. I would never do that to her. I would never push her into something she’s not ready for. I noticed how she flinched. It wouldn’t be fair of me to take advantage of her drunken state.
When I take her virginity, it will have been worth the wait.
All things are better when you delay the gratification of them. This is no different.