A gasp stuttered on my lips as he unzipped my jacket. “Leo…”
He kissed under my ear and left a trail of little kisses along my jaw. “Yeah, baby?”
I love you. Don’t leave me. You ruined my life. Fuck me. Please. Did I mention that I love you?His lips took mine in a scorching kiss, killing all my words I couldn’t bring myself to voice, killing me.
I needed to taste his lips again, to carve it in my memory, to let it disturb my dreams and torment my thoughts for as long as I lived, knowing I could never sate my desire for him ever again.
His fingers fondled my body, exploring, stripping, teasing, owning. He took off my pants only and left the jacket because of the cuffs he wouldn’t remove. He liked the sight of me restrained, unable to touch while he had all the power. I loved it, too. Submitting to Leo beat all my sexual fantasies. But I needed to touch him, too. “Please, just take them off now and put them back when we’re done.”
He chuckled. “No way. But I’ll teach you a little trick.” He grabbed my arms and brought them closer under me. Then he bent my knees and told me to slide my arms in his direction to my feet. I followed the instructions and managed to bring my hands in front of me and settle them in my lap. He drew zigzags on my skin down from the line between my breasts to my mound. “Now you can touch me all you want.”
I crushed my body against his, feeling his erection growing under me. His lips claimed me with enough passion that made me smudge his jeans with my wetness. Quickly, I unbuttoned them and slid them down.
My mumbled voice vibrated against his mouth as my eyes fell on his freed hardness. He slid his hands into my hair, fisting two handfuls as he ground his cock into my pelvis, eliciting a whimper from me. I clasped my hands around his neck and clawed at his back, at the scars I’d helped create, without remorse. His pain was going to end soon, but mine would last a lifetime.
Unbothered, he guided my movement, molding my body against his. A soft purr escaped me. I couldn’t get close enough. I wanted to fuse into him, melt until he absorbed every last drop.
Our tongues danced in a battle of lust, pain and rage. My weakness for him infuriated me. I should hate him for everything he was and represented, but his fire that smoldered and devoured me was making it impossible to resist or have a chance at fighting. I’d once thought I fell for him for his charms and breathtaking masculinity, but it was his darkness that brought me to my knees, a slave never to be freed.
I pulled back, out of breath, and glared down into the pools of blue that held me captive, dark desire pouring from them, sucking me into their whirlwinds. I embraced it alongside with my stupidity. He was the monster that would always threaten me and the man who was about to break my heart beyond repair, yet I couldn’t help but falling deeper and deeper into his wreckage.
His hands explored the bruises he’d left on my body during our last encounter. His marks I wore with shame and pride concomitantly. The sight of them made him harder, and I was gushing and throbbing atop of him, ready for my breaking one last time before I was damaged for life.
Firmly, he squeezed my buttocks. “I wanna split you in half, once when I’m up in your little pussy and another up your tight virginal ass, you little bitch.”
I could only gasp to his dirty words and crude needs, while my body blistered with the urge to satisfy them.
He smacked my ass and lifted my hips. “Look at me when I push inside you and never take your eyes off me as you take every inch of my cock.”
As he positioned me on his erection, I opened up despite the burning pain. He thrust his hips up and entered me. I was so wet he slipped the tip in easily, but after that he strained, stretching me to accommodate his thick shaft.
“Those little gasps you make every time I’m near you drive me insane, make me even harder for you,” he said gruffly.
My eyes fluttered as my gasps flew moaning.
He took off my glasses. “Don’t close your eyes. Look at me. I wantyoureyes to haunt me for the rest of the time I have left.”
I moaned harder at the words that were crushing and melting me, at the sensation of him filling me to the core. “Leo…” I rolled my eyes open, biting my lip as I pushed myself down. His gaze pierced me with intensity so raw it astounded me. “What are you saying?”
“I’m saying I lied when I told you I was thinking about her while I was inside you.” He groaned, thrusting up deeper, his hands squeezing around my hips. “I wasn’t. For the first time since I met her, I didn’t think about her. It was only you I saw. When I took that piece of you, it was onlyyouI felt. OnlyyouI wanted.”
I stopped moving for a second, my breath catching. “What are you saying?”
“You stop the screams, Ravenna, even hers.”
My lips parted with bellowing silence, with all the emotions I couldn’t find the words to verbalize. All I could do was bend forward and kiss him. His lips clashed with mine, hard and merciless, his teeth nipping at my bottom lip, his cock slamming into me.
“Yes-s-s,” I stuttered. “Take me, Leo. Make me yours. Make me forget. Make me feel something other than the hollowness inside. I need you.”
He hissed, one hand cupping my breast while the other slipping a thumb to my clit. He circled my bundle of nerves as he thrust into me. I bounced, needing the friction to ease the throbbing ache, my walls clenching hungrily around him.
The pressure of his touch and strokes was perfect, as if he’d been studying my body for years, not just a few hours, to know exactly how to rip me in pieces with pleasure. The fingers on my breast pinched my nipple, intensifying the pleasure. I lost myself to the force of darkness and domination he was, so powerful it took possession of my body and mind with no intention of ever giving them back.
My needy moans, loud and shameless, bounced off the cottage fragile walls. My hands touched him everywhere they could, learning the contours of his muscles and scars by heart. I took him, long and thick, all of him, the build intensifying, the flutter in my lower stomach, the pulsing pressure desperate for relief.
“Show me how much you want me.” His low growl rumbled into my ear.
I moved up and down with the rhythm my limited experience allowed. My walls grabbed greedily at him, the friction from everything now too much. My back arched as my whole body cried out with an orgasm like I’d never experienced before, not even with him, destroying every nerve in its path and leaving swirling tremors in its wake.