lol I’m not submissive.
Is that why you get so turned on when I tell you what to do?
My mouth went dry. And fuck me, but my dick started stirring.
You like it when I tell you you’re a good boy.
I don’t understand
Which part?
All of it?
It’s pretty simple. You like to submit. You like to give up control.
Or maybe I should say, you like it when I TAKE control.
What about the good boy thing? WTF is thatabout?
Praise kink.
???
lol It’s exactly what it sounds like. You get off on being praised. You like hearing that you did well. That you’ve pleased your Sir.
I exhaled hard, praying he didn’t hear me through the thin walls. There was a TV on in his room, and I just hoped it was drowning out any sounds coming from my side.
Yeah, you like that.
Doesn’t everyone?
Not like you do. You’re hard as a rock right now, thinking about kneeling for me and hearing what a good boy you are.
I closed my eyes and let my head fall back, realizing a second too late thethunkagainst our shared wall would be incriminating.
LOL Thought so.
Fuck my life.
You get it now, right? You’re a submissive with a praise kink? And I think you’re a masochist too.
I kind of wanted to argue with him, but too many memories flooded my mind. My scalp burning from his death grip on my hair. My ass stinging from every sharp slap or punishing thrust. The way every glowing welt and throbbing bruise the next morning had reminded me how hot we’d been together.
How am I 43 and just now figuring this out?
You hadn’t met a Dom or a sadist before, apparently.
You’re a Dom and a sadist?
Through and through.
And I think you’ve needed and wanted this for so long, that’s why you can’t help yourself.
I swallowed as I read and reread his messages. He was right on the money. How he knew me better than I knew myself, I had no idea.
We still can’t do this. But I guess the insight is good.
We shouldn’t.