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Addy: Rude.

Accurate.

Addy: You’re very comfortable talking to me like this for someone who orchestrated a whole production instead of just saying hi.

You do know I’m locked up, right? Not like I could pop over for a fucking coffee

Addy: Semantics.

Addy: So what happens now?

Now you decide whether you’re going to pretend this is casual or admit it isn’t.

Addy: And which do you prefer?

I don’t have a preference.

But I already know which one you’ll choose.

Addy: You’re impossible.

And yet, here you are. Still typing with your pretty little fingers.

Chapter 16

Addy

So … you do this with a lot of girls, or am I special?

Sasha: You’re special.

Mystomachdidanabsolutely traitorous little flip.

You’re special.

That was—

No.

It was nothing but a line. A calculated, manipulative line, and I would not react like this overtwo words on a screen.

Except I kind of already had.

My thumb hovered uselessly above the keyboard while my mind raced ahead, conjuring up unwelcome images: other women, other conversations, other versions of him that probably didn’teven exist.

I hated how the thought of him texting someone else sent a sharp, petulant pang of what felt suspiciously like jealousy twisting through my chest.

Fucking fantastic.

This is a bad idea, I told myself firmly, for the fourth time in under a minute.You don’t really know him. You don’t know what he wants. You don’t even fucking know what he did or what he looks like. Also, he’s a criminal. Criminals lie, right?

And yet, I was still typing.

I don’t know if that’s a good or bad thing given the … circumstances.

Sasha: Definitely a good thing.

That’s not as comforting as you might think it is.