Her body shivers, which makes me smile against her throat. I gently bite her there, then suck on the skin, leaving my mark. Because for at least the next month, she’s mine, all fucking mine, and I’m going to make a goddamn impression that she’s never going to be able to forget.
“I wish I could stay like this forever. You feel so good inside me.”
Fuck.
Her words are going to be my undoing if she doesn’t shut up. The hand not tangled in her curly blond hair slides down her body and slips between us. Pressing my thumb against her clit, I can’t contain my grin.
I know she’s sensitive from coming not too long ago. She whimpers the moment I make contact. With one hand in her hair, the other drawing circles against her clit, I can’t believe this is real. I’m inside her, and it’s every single fantasy I’ve neverallowed myself to have coming true in the same moment, like a fireball bursting out of the fucking sky.
I knew if I allowed this to happen, it would shake me. It’s another reason why I never went here with her. I just didn’t realize that it had the velocity to completely fucking break me. Her nails dig harder into the flesh of my shoulders, bringing me out of my thoughts.
I watch as Lainey’s head falls back slightly, and her back arches as her pussy clamps down around my cock.
She comes.
It’s without warning, without any signs, and it almost forces my balls to empty inside her. Thankfully, I have just enough grasp of my control that I’m able to hold off, but not for long. I can feel my balls tingling already.
My release is on the edge. I’m ready to come at any given fucking second.
She trembles as her orgasm rolls through her entire body. Lainey’s sweet pussy pulses around my cock, threatening to strangle my dick in the best way possible. I use that moment to shift my hands and grab her waist, gripping her there. Knowing that her small body is mine for the moment and relishing in that shit.
But now it’s my turn to fuck.
Holding her body still, I lift my hips and, using all the strength I have, I fuck her hard and fast. Thrusting inside her, I tip my chin so I can watch myself disappear inside her tight cunt.
As much as I want to fuck her like this for hours, I’m not that restrained. I can’t hold on to my control quite that long. Not when she feels this good, not when she’s looking at me like I hung the goddamn moon.
Not when it’s finally happening.
Clenching my teeth, I try not to come. I try to hold it off a bit longer, but I fail. The moment I get my fifth thrust inside her wetheat, I bury myself deep, and a roar is ripped from my throat at the same time I come inside her warmth.
So good.
So beyond good.
Dare I say the best I’ve ever had?
Lainey is like every fantasy and nightmare I’ve ever had at once, all rolled into a ball, because as fucking fantastic as that was, I can’t keep her. I know I can’t. She’s going to belong to someone else.
CHAPTER FIFTEEN
LAINEY
What have I just done?
I’m still trying to catch my breath as I lie in bed, Viking beside me, his strong arm thrown over his eyes as he does the same. I’m not sure how long we lie there, but all I can think about is the fact that I’m getting married in a month. I agreed to marry that man in a month, and I’ve just fucked someone else… and loved it… I’m a whore.
That’s what I am.
I am a whore.
I can’t believe I just did what I did.
My breathing begins to come out in pants, and I wonder if I’m going to be able to calm down at all. I’m full-on panicking because the realization of what I’ve just done slams into me, hard… almost as hard as Gunnar fucked me.
Then a new wave of panic rolls through me, because Gunnarfuckedme. He really did. And I’ve wanted it for years. It was better than I imagined. But the asshole only did it when he knew he wouldn’t ever have to commit to anything.
Sitting straight up, I twist my torso slightly so I can look down at him. As if sensing not only my gaze but also my anger, he slides his arm from his eyes, and his lips have the nerve to curve up into a smile.