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Satisfied, he turns back to the stove.

“You sleep okay?” he asks.

I nod slowly. “Yeah. Better than I have in a while.”

He smiles faintly. “Of course you did.”

It isn’t arrogant. It’s certain.

Like my rest is something he created.

I lean against the counter and watch him move.

He plates food like he’s composing art. Eggs. Toast.Something green… if it’s the same as yesterday, I think I’ve figured out that it was dinosaur kale. A little avocado. Fresh fruit sliced with obsessive symmetry.

It looks like a professional brunch dish.

It also somehow looks like control dressed up as care.

I’m not used to someone feeding me, deciding what I eat or when. It’s foreign. Nice if I describe it out loud, but it settles strangely in my gut.

He sets a plate in front of me. “Eat,” he says.

My stomach tightens at the word.

Eat.

Notdo you want breakfast?Notare you hungry?Justeat.

I sit down.

I take a bite. And once again, it’s incredible.

Soren doesn’t cook like a normal man. He cooks like he’s proving something. Like he’s building a case.

I chew slowly, feeling my chest loosen despite myself. “Jesus,” I murmur. “This is really good.”

Soren leans back against the counter, espresso in hand, watching me like I’m a performance. “You’ve been eating like crap,” he says casually.

The sentence hits my ribs. I blink. “What?”

He shrugs. “You’re malnourished. I can see it.”

My cheeks burn. “I’m not?—”

“You are,” he cuts in smoothly, like he’s correcting a child. “You’re thin in the wrong places. Your skin’s dull. Your body’s been in survival mode.”

He says it like he’s diagnosing me. Like he has the right.

My throat tightens. I swallow. “I’ve been stressed,” I say quietly, suddenly self-conscious of my form. Of the way he sees me…

Soren takes a sip of coffee. His gaze stays on me. “Yeah,” he says. “That’s why you need me.”

The words land softly, but they don’t feel soft.

They feel like a hook.

I laugh weakly, trying to lighten it. “I’m enjoying my visit, but I don’tneedyou.”