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Me:

No. He says he’s stopped doing that.

He’s just used verbally derogatory terms, and I just drove by him hanging out at a homeless tent and yelled that he’s a lying user.

Alice:

That’s not a good and healthy relationship for you, babe. At all.

Me:

I know.

Alice:

And you deserve someone wholesome and loving.

Me:

He ran off because I told him there’s information available online about how he’s a piece of shit.

Alice:

Ugh. Exhausting.

Me:

The last wholesome relationship I had was for 6 years and we didn’t have sex for 5, and I spent the whole 6 years apologizing for his weirdness.

Alice:

You need an actually good person.

Me:

I’m going to walk over to dickhead and tell him.

Alice

Is that a good idea?

Me:

You know what? I no longer know what is a good idea.

It’s 154PM here, so better time than any.

Alice:

Amazing how bad circumstances make all ideas seem good.

Me:

It’s light outside. I’ll take one of my books and if he’s a dickhead, I’ll throw it at his stupid head.

If he’s not, I’ll give it to one of his meth buddies. Jesus.

I don’t think he’s actually doing meth, but he’s smoking weed and drinking cheap vodka with homeless people and acting like they’re better than me.