Alice:
Probably. People do drastic things when pushed to drastic limits.
Me:
Yeah. Ffs I live in Sunset Cay!! I can see the ocean from my room. This should be FUN!! I’m going to ignore his bullshit and be my normal self.
I’m entering my delulu phase.
Alice:
I think that’s where you’ve been, honestly.
Me:
Yeah. Maybe I’m un-deluluing.
Alice:
I hope so!
I glance at my phone again, his name still saved asPerson Who Behaves Like a Loser and I Deserve Way Better.
It’s time to start believing that.
CHAPTER 51
BE HR
MARGAUX
Your eyes change to little black beads.
A shadow falls across your face.
The kindness has faded.
I don’t recognize you anymore.
All I know is your rage is directed at me.
You are large and I am small.
I feel the hatred emanating from your body.
And I know it existed before we met.
Little impulse control.
Dysregulation.
Projecting your behaviors onto me.
You’re the one with no drivers license…
so you tell people I drive blackout drunk.
You’re the one who seven individuals filed restraining orders against…