But Dom's lips twisted, his gaze dark as he threw the lube and condoms that he'd collected onto the bed. He gripped my wrists and pulled my arms away, raking his eyes over all of me.
“Dom?” I choked out.
“You are so fucking sexy, you know that, right?” he groaned as he dragged me up to his lips, his bare skin flush with mine as he moaned. He seemed even more desperate than I was.
I knew he was already hard, but feeling Dom’s cock was a completely different sensation.
My eyes widened as I looked up at him. Not just his cock, but his whole body on display. He laughed, meeting my eyes with a grin. “Still good?” he asked.
I nodded, suddenly feeling like I was in one of my dreams, those scenarios I had imagined where he took charge.
Dom nuzzled me, stealing another kiss before murmuring. “We can take this as slow as you want.” He nipped at my earlobe, and I shuddered. I needed him even closer.
“I want to fuck you so badly, but I don’t want you to feel uncomfortable. You tell me to stop if you need it, alright?”
And normally he was telling me hewouldn'tstop.
My breath caught in the back of my throat as our gazes locked, and I took in the lines of his face. All those weeks of swirling around in guilt and confusion, and it was finally happening.
“You have to say something, handsome. How are you feeling?”
“It’s good,” I whispered as he brought me closer, pushing his cock against mine.
A moan fell from me as the desire that had sparked up inside me when I first saw him enter the flat flared, and I moved closer. I didn't want either of us to feel lonely, or for him to believe it was one-sided.
“Fuck.” His head fell onto my shoulder as his hand snaked between us. “I think ‘good’ is an understatement.” His hand wrapped around our cocks, holding us together as I rubbed against him. Pleasure surged through me, and my moan was drowned out by his. “I’ve been waiting for this.”
“Me too…” I groaned, soaking up every gasp as my legs weakened.
My hips shook while he dropped kisses on my cheeks, stroking slowly, letting me feel the deep heat of him—of us. But it was the way he held me that had me melting into him. His hand flexed as he sped up, clenching and relaxing, and he stared down at our cocks, making more nerves burst inside me.
It wasn't as if my stomach hid them, but he definitely had a better view than me as I clung to him, my legs shaking.
“We need to move,” I choked out. It was so intense I didn't think I could stand up.
Lying down was probably worse, because then I really wouldn't be able to hide my body anymore.
“Come on, let's go to bed.” Dom softened his touch, and pressure released as he shifted his hands on my hips, gentlyguiding me backwards. He kept his cock pressed against mine with every step.
My calves hit the edge of the bed, and Dom kissed the shell of my ear before murmuring, “I want you to lie on your back and spread yourself out for me.”
“Not on all fours then?” I asked.
“Didn't you say when we first texted that you wanted to see my face?” he asked, his breath tickling my ear.
“I did, didn't I?” I said as I let my weight drop, my ass hitting the duvet.
I shuffled up the bed on my back, thinking of all the times he’d told me to position myself.
Even then, part of me must have known it was him. Because would I have reacted like that if it wasn't? Even with Molly, I hadn't felt the level of desire that trembled through me as Dom watched me from the foot of the bed.
When I looked back at all our messages, they all sounded so like him that part of me felt ridiculous that I hadn't realised it sooner.
Nerves exploded through me again as I opened my thighs, pressing my feet flat on the duvet. I'd already exposed myself to him, but that position felt even more vulnerable.
“Are you going to fuck me?” My voice quivered, both tense and excited that he might jump straight into it.
He laughed, his deep tone rolling through me as he followed me, bending over, one hand pressing next to mywaist. “Not yet, handsome. I want to take my time with you. Especially when you look so delicious.”