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"I was wrong." Cal's voice was rough. "I saw what I wanted to see. What was easy to see. I didn't look deeper. I didn't try to understand who you actually were, or who you could become."

"You were trying to protect her," Knox said quietly. "I understood that, even when I hated you for it."

"Understanding doesn't make it right." Cal shook his head. "I took something from both of you. Eight years. I can't give that back. But I can do better going forward."

He stepped closer to Knox, and I held my breath.

"You're a good man, Knox Parker. You've proven that a hundred times over. And I'd be proud to have you as part of this family. I know you don't need my approval." Cal almost smiled. "But you've got it anyway."

Knox exhaled slowly, then he extended his hand.

Cal took it.

"Thank you," Knox said. "For saying that. For trying."

"Thank you for not giving up on her." Cal looked at me, and his eyes were wet. "Either time."

I crossed the deck and wrapped my arms around Cal, burying my face in his chest the way I used to when I was a kid and the world felt too big.

"I love you," I said. "Even when I don't understand your choices. You're my family, Cal. That doesn't change."

His arms came around me, holding tight. "I love you too, sweetheart. More than I've ever been able to say."

We stood there for a long moment, the three of us on the new deck, the mountains glowing gold in the evening light. Something had shifted. Healed. Not perfectly, not completely, but enough.

Enough to build on.

That night, I went home with Knox. His cabin had started to feel like home over the past two weeks. My toothbrush in his bathroom. My clothes in his closet. My presence woven into the fabric of his life.

He built a fire in the woodstove while I opened a bottle of wine. We settled on the couch together, my legs across his lap, his hand absently stroking my ankle.

"That was big," I said. "What Cal said."

"Yeah." Knox stared into the fire. "I didn't expect it."

"How do you feel?"

He was quiet for a long moment. "I spent a few years hating him. Then I spent a few more years understanding why he did what he did. Accepting it, even if I couldn't forgive it." He looked at me. "But hearing him say those things? Hearing him say he was proud of me?"

"It mattered," I said softly.

"It shouldn't. I don't need anyone's approval. I know who I am." He shook his head. "But yeah. It mattered."

I set down my wine glass and shifted, straddling his lap. His hands came up automatically to grip my hips.

"You spent eight years becoming someone you could be proud of," I said, looking down at him. "Not for Cal. Not even for me. For yourself. That's what matters."

"It was for you," he said. "Everything I did was for you."

"Maybe it started that way." I traced the line of his jaw with my fingers. "But somewhere along the way, you became the man you were always meant to be. I was the catalyst, Knox. Not the cause. You did the work. You made the choices. You built this life."

He pulled me closer, his forehead resting against mine. "I don't know who I'd be without you."

"You'd still be you." I kissed him softly. "I'd still be me. We just would have been lonelier."

He kissed me back, deeper this time, his hands sliding up under my shirt. The familiar heat sparked between us, and I let myself sink into it.

"You want to finish your wine?," he murmured against my mouth.