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“That I want to own what he broke?”

Her gaze snaps to mine.

I hate saying it. Hate that the words exist.

But there they are between us, and pretending they are not doesn’t help.

“Yes,” she whispers.

I nod.

The alley goes quiet around us.

“I don’t want to own you,” I say.

Her mouth trembles. “Men say things.”

“Yeah. They do.”

“And then they want.”

I can’t lie.

Not about this.

“I want.”

Her breath catches.

I step away from the door and stop several feet from her. “I want a lot of things I got no business wanting.”

Her eyes darken again.

Fear.

Heat.

Confusion.

Same as mine, probably.

“But wanting ain’t taking,” I say. “Not if a man has any damn honor.”

“You think you have honor?”

“No,” I say. “I think I have rules.”

That lands better.

She steps closer.

Not much.

Enough.

“The dancing,” she says.

“What about it?”