“You will not let anyone see you.Not ever.You will wear what I set out for you so that no man sees more than I’m willing to show of you.Do you understand?”
Another vicious nod.I will agree to anything he says.I’m his slave.
“You will not look at other men or boys.Never in their eyes.If I catch you looking at them, I will punish you.”
My skin is on fire.I need him to touch me.I’ll die if he doesn’t give me more.
“From now on, you don’t go anywhere without my permission.You will text me and ask when you want to leave the house.You will let me know when you’re going from one class to the next.You won’t stop anywhere without checking in with me.You may not go to the bathroom without waiting for my approval.Do you understand?”
My heart is racing as I nod.I can’t stop myself.I’m his.Can’t he see that?He doesn’t have to tell me.I’m just his.Like he said, I was always his from the moment we met, or probably from whenever he saw me before we met.He claimed me, and he was right to do so.
“You will not touch your body unnecessarily.Your pleasure is mine to dole out.You will not take it.If you test me, I will punish you.If you disobey me, I will discipline you harshly.That’s the only way to ensure you learn to submit.Sometimes, you will need to be reminded that you are mine.”
More nodding.I’m not sure I’ve stopped.My body craves his attention.My heart and soul and mind.They want what he’s offering.
“You’re going to come for me now, Briana.You’re going to come so hard, and when you do, I’m going to cover your mouth to keep you from waking up the house.”
Anything.I need to come.
For him.Only for him.
I’mhis.
He leans back, reapplying pressure on my pelvis.That finger circles one of my nipples and then the other before returning to my pussy.He strokes it up and down between my soaked folds over the cotton, making me think I might die if he doesn’t let me come.It’s not even a concept I understand, and yet I’m so close I’m losing my mind.
Suddenly, he flicks my clit over and over.“Come,” he orders.
And I do.I shatter.My body convulses as he continues to touch my swollen nub.His other hand moves immediately to cover my mouth, muffling my screams.Because I’m definitely screaming behind the gag and his palm.
Thank goodness he’s giving me a pass on this one.
When he eventually removes his finger, I slowly float back into my body.
“Such a good girl.So gorgeous.So precious…”
Thirteen
Briana
The world stops.There’s missing time.I don’t know how much.I was screaming into the ball gag, aware that he covered my mouth.I was convulsing as if I’d been shocked by electricity.
It’s over.I think.Though I’m still trembling violently.My teeth are chattering, making me aware that he removed my gag at some point.My arms and legs are also free.I’m curled into a ball on my side.The covers are over me.
I’m crying.Tears keep falling, and I’m trying so hard to suck them down and not make any sounds.
“Shh shh shh…” He’s purring into my ear and rubbing my back.“You’re okay, princess.Daddy’s got you.”
But I’mnotokay.I’m not even kind of okay.I’m lost.Ruined.Destroyed.Torn apart.There’s no way anyone will be able to put me back together again.I can’t remember my own name.Or what the hell I’m doing.
His hand feels so nice on my back.Soothing.Calming.And he keeps wiping my face, clearing away my tears, but more fall.I can’t stop them.
I’m wrecked.
Exhausted.
I don’t think I’ll ever be able to stand up again.How will I go to class tomorrow?
“You need to take a drink of water, princess.”He taps my lips with the straw from my water bottle.