My adrenaline is pumping hard.I’m in a near panic, even though I knew this would happen.It’s still startling.
His mouth is near my ear.“You must learn to remain quiet.If you can’t, I’ll have to gag you.”
I nod, my nostrils sucking in with each inhale.
“Do I need to put tape over your mouth every time I visit until you learn to control your reactions?”
I shake my head again.
He finally eases his hand away.
“My roommates aren’t home,” I whisper.
“I’m well aware of that, princess.But sometimes they will be.”His voice is deep and low, like always.He isn’t planning to speak to me at a louder volume even though we’re alone.“They could come back at any moment.”
“Okay,” I say as softly as possible.I don’t want to anger him.I find myself wanting to please him.
“Did you do your homework, princess?”
“Yes, Sir.”
“Good girl.If I inspect your room, will I find your dirty clothes in the hamper and your toiletries in the drawers where they belong?”
“Yes, Sir.”
“Good girl.Nevertheless, you disobeyed me this morning, didn’t you?”
I’m so fucking nervous.“Yes, Sir.I’m sorry.I needed to be somewhere.”
“Where did you need to be that was more important than cleaning your room?”
Should I tell him?I don’t want him to go after my brother if I anger him.It seems like a bad idea.“I had to meet someone for coffee.”
“Mmm.That’s very vague, Briana.It better not have been a boy.”
“No, Sir.Not like you’re thinking, anyway.”
“You need structure, Briana.Rules.Guidance.”His voice is firm.
My body clenches.Those words should make me run.Instead, they make my panties wet.It’s a new experience for me.I’ve never known what it felt like to be aroused.Nothing in my past has ever given me butterflies or made my heart race.Until him.Untilnow.
Today was worse than any day since the prank.I couldn’t focus.He was on my mind all day.I struggled to listen to my professors.I hope I took enough notes to go back through them later and catch up.I tried this afternoon, but I was still completely preoccupied by him.Daddy.
There’s something terribly wrong with me that I would be so intrigued by a man I know nothing about, except that he’s scared the fuck out of me on two occasions.I’m not counting tonight because I was expecting him, or at least, I was pining for him.
“You know I can’t let you off the hook for deliberately disobeying me this morning, right, princess?”
Again, my heart is going to beat out of my chest.“No, Sir,” I whisper so softly.
“I think you were testing me.What do you think?”
Swallowing, I nod slowly.“Maybe…”
“Let’s get your punishment over with first, then, shall we?”
“Yes, Sir.”Tears come to my eyes.I’m scared.Anyone would be.
He stands and pulls the covers down my body so fast I don’t have time to react.“Flip onto your tummy, Briana,” he orders.