Moving forward, I step slow and careful while trying to navigate through the smoke.I have nothing to cover my mouth and nose with.I take about fifteen steps into the smoke when my foot nudges something.I immediately drop to the ground and feel a foot.Moving my hand up the body, I don’t stop until I find the person’s arms.Reaching underneath them, I pull with every ounce of strength I have.The person barely moves, but moans out in pain.
“I’m so sorry,” I start to say on repeat as I manage to turn the person around and drag them from the fire.
By the time I feel as if we’ve moved far enough from the fire, I’m covered in sweat, sore, and about to collapse.No one else has come to help me and I don’t hear any sirens of trucks coming to put the fire out.As I take a few breaths and start coughing horribly, the heat at my back becomes even worse causing me to drop to the ground, partially covering the person I just pulled from hell.An explosion goes off and I’m hit with all sorts of debris.The only thing I can do is cover as much of the person underneath me with my own, small body.
“Fuck!”I hear someone say through what sounds like water.It’s all distorted and muffled sounding.I don’t know what the hell is going on as my body feels like it’s on fire.“Razer!Wyatt!”
Two names are shouted repeatedly as I try to lift my head.It won’t move.Nothing on my body will.The shouting sounds as if it’s coming closer, but I can’t tell as a ringing starts to sound in my ears.Everything around me is starting to fade when I start to see someone moving closer to where I’m laying.I can’t make out any details, but I try to call out for help.Nothing comes out of my mouth.There’s absolutely no sound as I try to call out again and again.
“Fury,” the person under me says and I feel him slide something in my hand before my fingers automatically clench around the object.
I hope the person I saved is okay.Maybe I was able to save their life while I lose mine.This is the last thought I have as I’m pulled into a blank abyss where no sound, heat, smoke, or anything else can touch me.
Chapter Two
Judge
FURY AND I are sittingin my office at the clubhouse.Today has been long as fuck and I’m ready for a few drinks and maybe a woman to lose myself in.Well, I’d love to fuck one of the Rebels or get my cock sucked, but it doesn’t seem to work these days.Not unless I’m thinking of the woman I fucked in The Hide Out about two months ago.I haven’t been back to the bar again because there’s no point.She was a damn virgin and didn’t inform me before we had sex in the bathroom.I wouldn’t have touched her if I’d known.Virgins can be clingy as fuck and I don’t do that shit.A woman gets one chance with me and that’s it.It can last all night at most and then I’m done.I don’t do sleepovers, relationships, or any of the other bullshit that comes with women.I have one night stands and rarely go to the Rebels for more than getting my cock sucked when I don’t feel like going out to find some random woman for the night.
Wren.That’s her name.I wasn’t planning on asking for it, but seeing her get punched by a grown man shifted something deep in my chest.I was instantly out of my seat and picking her up in my arms.It didn’t take much because she’s so damn short.I know she doesn’t stand five feet tall even in her sneakers.The woman is tiny with generous curves in all the right places.I just wish I had taken the time to actually explore her body and discover every single inch of those curves.She has long hair that’s white with baby blue streaks throughout the length.I could tell the white wasn’t dyed, it’s her natural hair color.I’ve never seen someone so young with white hair like her.Her eyes were an ice blue that made me feel as if she could see straight through me without even trying.In the dim light of the bathroom, they seemed to glow the few times I allowed myself to look at her.I don’t ever give out nicknames, but the one for her was immediate.Little Bird fits her perfectly.
“You’re thinkin’ about her again, aren’t ya?”Fury asks me and I look up to see the smirk on his face.
“Who?”I ask, pretending not to know what the fuck he’s talking about.
Fury is my best friend.He was the first one who truly started to talk to me when I moved to Briar Glen from Braedon.Fury didn’t give a fuck if my dad was in the mother chapter or how every male in my family is also a member.I have two younger brothers in the mother chapter of the Knight’s Rebellion.All Fury cared about was my loyalty to the club and how I treated others around me.I wasn’t about hazing the Prospects or treating the Rebels like shit because they’re club girls who fuck every member in the club who’s not married or with someone.The two of us bonded over our family being club members and how it affected us growing up.Our experiences were completely different but still common at the same time.
“Don’t fuckin’ bullshit me, Judge.You know you can’t hide shit from me,” he says, leaning forward as I sit back in my chair and try to force thoughts of Wren from my mind.“You’re thinkin’ about that girl you fucked in the bathroom after takin’ her off out of the way of that asshole who hit her in a drunken rage.The same fucker you beat the hell out of after fuckin’ said girl.Never seen you react to somethin’ like that, Judge.Yeah, you protect women and kids no matter what, but you lost your damn mind that night.It’s been two months and you haven’t been fuckin’ anyone else.Can hardly get your dick sucked by the Rebels.They talk and we’ve all heard them.”
“The fuck?”I ask, anger filling me with the thought of those bitch’s talking about me when I’m not around.
“Don’t get pissed.Angel and Roxy were talkin’ the last time you brought Angel in here.She was in tears, scared to death she was gonna be kicked out because she was doin’ somethin’ wrong with you.Roxy asked what she was talkin’ about and Angel explained the situation.You only get hard when you think of that girl.Called out her name the one time you did manage to stay hard long enough,” Fury informs me as regret hits hard because Angel is a good girl and doesn’t deserve to feel like that.“I took care of Angel and let her know she wasn’t gettin’ kicked out.Told her you’ve been stressed or some shit like that.”
“Fuck.Thanks, Fury,” I say as I look at my desk where a million things wait for me to deal with.“I can’t get the fuckin’ chick outta my head.She never told me she was a virgin before I fucked her in a damn bathroom.Didn’t know until I pulled out and saw the blood streaked on the condom.Said she wasn’t gonna be clingy or anythin’ else.Said she just hadn’t ever wanted to have sex before and that’s why she was still a virgin.I walked out without another word.Just left her there to clean up and deal with the aftermath on her own.Haven’t seen her since that night either.She’s in my fuckin’ dreams, I think of her when I should be workin’, and I can’t get the sound of her moans or the taste of her out of my damn head.”
“What are ya gonna do about it?”he questions me because he knows I’ll only open up to him, my brothers, Gramps, and Lash.The five of them are my inner circle and know almost everything about me.