“Y-Yes,” I stammer as his finger slowly slides in and out of my pussy.“Please, don’t make me wait.”
The thought of my virginity and everything else flies out the window from one touch of this man.I listen as he undoes his belt and jeans.Judge removes his finger from my pussy and that hand disappears as I look down to see him unwrapping a condom and sliding it on his long, thick dick.When the condom is in place, Judge grips my hips with his hands and pulls me so my ass is barely on the counter.My legs wrap around his waist as I brace myself on my hands.Judge leans down to kiss me again as he pushes his cock into my pussy.He doesn’t stop or take his time.I scream into his mouth as pain shoots straight through my body.I can feel a tear fall from one of my eyes but don’t stop him from sliding in and out of me.
As the initial pain finally starts to fade into pleasure, I break free of the kiss and look down as I slide my hands up Judge’s chest again.This time I take in every tan inch of skin I reveal.His lips find the side of my neck and I tilt my head as his thrusts become faster and harder.Judge’s hands remain locked on my hips as he holds me steady.
“You’re so fuckin’ tight, Love.I’m already fuckin’ close,” he growls, releasing my skin from between his teeth.
Reaching between us, Judge finds my clit and I arch my body closer to his once again.The sensations flowing through me are intense as something coils deep in my stomach.My moans are loud and coming one after another as Judge pounds into me.
“I’m ...I’m ...,” I start but can’t find the words to tell him I’m about to shatter.“Judge!”
I scream his name before leaning my head forward and biting his chest through his tee-shirt so the entire bar doesn’t hear me.My entire body is tight and shaking as ripples of my release flow one after another.I feel weightless and as if I’m flying.Judge thrusts deep in me a handful more times before his entire body goes stiff and he buries himself as far as he can.A deep groan leaves him that’s guttural as it echoes off the walls of the bathroom.His head drops back and I watch as Judge’s eyes slide closed.My heart is racing and I can hardly catch my breath as I watch the man still buried inside me find his release and lose control.I don’t think he loses the tight leash of control he keeps a hold on very often.
“Fuck,” he says when I feel his body finally relax.
Judge doesn’t look at me as he grabs the base of his cock and holds the condom in place.Looking down, I see the blood covering it and know he’s about to realize I was a virgin.
“The fuck?”he asks, looking up at me when he’s finally pulled free from me.“Were you a virgin?”
“Yeah,” I say, watching as he stumbles back quick as hell while removing the condom and tying it off before throwing it in the garbage next to us.“Don’t worry, I won’t be one of those clingy girls who won’t leave you alone.I wasn’t holding onto it for any reason.I’ve just never wanted to have sex before.”
Judge doesn’t say a word in response.He grabs paper towels from the dispenser next to the sink and wets them.I watch as he cleans his softening length before pulling his boxers and jeans back up.Once his clothes are back in place, Judge leaves the bathroom without saying another word to me.I don’t let it bother me because I knew this wasn’t going to lead to some grand romance or even a relationship.This was a one night stand in the bar’s bathroom because for the first time in my life I found a guy I actually wanted to have sex with.I’ve heard girls can become emotional and attached when they have sex for the first time.The only thing I feel right now is satisfied and a little sore.I learned a very long time ago to shut my emotions off and not let them get involved in any aspect of my life.This situation will be no different.
Following his move, after going to the bathroom, I use paper towels to clean myself up before making sure my clothing is back in place.I smooth down my hair the best I can before leaving the bathroom.Since I don’t typically wear a lot of make-up, I simply wipe under my eyes to remove the mascara that now coats my skin.I’m covered in a fine layer of sweat, but that can’t be helped until I get home and shower.Knowing there’s nothing more I can do to fix my appearance, I leave the bathroom and head back out on the floor.My eyes find the table the bikers were sitting at and it’s now empty.The asshole who hit me is also gone.I simply walk to the bar under Carl’s watchful knowing gaze to grab the tray filled with drinks so I can get back to work.The rest of the night, Carl keeps a close eye on me as if he’s waiting for me to break.It’s not going to happen.
Chapter One
Wren
CLUSTERFUCK DOESN’TEVEN begin to define my day today.While I didn’t enjoy working at The Hide Out, it paid the bills and gave me enough money to get some groceries for myself.Things I could hide in my bedroom away from Karmen because she steals everything in sight.I managed to get myself into a routine that works for me.I go out applying for jobs in Briar Glen and the surrounding towns during the day, take an hour nap in my car, shower at the apartment really quick, go to The Hide Out for my shift, and then go back home again.The only reason I don’t nap there is because when Karmen’s home, you can’t get any sleep.Once or twice during the day I eat something and Carl always made sure I had a meal at the bar each night.He caught me once or twice getting dizzy because I was working too hard and skipping meals throughout the day.Like with my food, I got used to hiding money in the apartment when I was there and keeping it with me when I left for the day.Unless it was a large amount.Then I have a spot in the wall I hide it in.Karmen has proven to me repeatedly she can’t be trusted and I’m not about to give her more money than my share of the bills so she can pay them.
I don’t have a checking account, I’ve never had one for some reason.So far, all of my jobs have either paid me in cash or I’ve gotten one of those pay cards where the money automatically gets deposited on it.The Hide Out always pays in cash.I simply give Karmen the cash to deposit into her bank account for the rent and utilities.Every month, the process was repeated and she always wrote me out a receipt.I went without food and necessities countless times just to ensure I had the correct amount to give Karmen so she wouldn’t bitch about having to cover for me.She never did, but I added in money to cover when she was short more than a handful of times.It was no big deal as long as she was the one making things difficult for me.The second I said or did something that wasn’t what she wanted, Karmen would throw a tantrum like a damn toddler before giving me the silent treatment.I never minded because it meant peace for me.
Anyway, I get to The Hide Out only for Marlon, the owner, to pull me into the office before I could clock in.He sat me down, told me he had to cut back on staff and since I was the newest one to be hired, I no longer had a job.Marlon handed me over the cash to cover my hours as usual and sent me on my way.He didn’t even apologize for having to let me go.Marlon isn’t always a thoughtful or nice man.He leers at women, says the most vile things about females, and is a pervert.I’m not sure why I expected this interaction with him to be any different.I only stopped long enough to talk to Carl because I wasn’t about to walk away from him without saying goodbye.
“What’s going on, Wren.You look shattered?”he asks while sliding a glass of soda over to me.