“Don’t you fucking dare answer that question,” Aloiki growled at me. “Stay or go, I don’t give a damn, but if you distract her, I will castrate you.”
I stepped the rest of the way into the bedroom, closing the door behind me. I could have let them be, but I wanted to stay. I knew how much they both got off on having an audience. Plus, I could not deny how beautiful they were together.
Lu had her hands balanced on Aloiki’s muscular upper thighs, her large belly jutting out between them. Neither one looked at me, their entire attention on each other. More than the physical act of watching them have sex, what always affected me the most with them, was their connection, their intimacy. The way they read each other, knew exactly what the other wanted and needed without having to say a word. The way they chased the other’s pleasure over their own.
When Aloiki was sure Lu was balanced, he lifted his hands to her nipples. Lu reacted, even though he’d barely touched them. Though with her pregnancy, I was sure she was extremely sensitive.
“That’s it,Hokupa?a. Look at how good you ride my dick.”
I looked up at the same time Lu did, and noticed the mirror that was now attached to their ceiling. It looked like a larger version of the one that had been destroyed in their old bedroom. The red light around the border was new too, and I figured that meant they were recording. I took a wild guess that the mirror was a wedding gift from one to the other, because it hadn’t been there the last time I’d been in their bedroom.
“Aloiki,” Lu moaned, that lilt of devotion in her voice setting my heart beating faster. I wanted Caroline to say my name just like that. The fantasy had my dick filling fast.
I leaned back against the door and closed my eyes. Mypareowas already in tatters, and shredded easily as I pulled it to the side.
My fingers tightened around my aching cock, driven by the fantasy that it washersoft, delicate hand rather than my rough, calloused one. I recalled the feel of her electrifying touch, her lips on mine as I devoured her. I shuddered, the vision of her learningmy body, owning it. I wanted her to feel everything, to find her power and strength, her confidence, in knowing that I was undisputedly hers.
I wanted to watch her ride me as Lu was riding Aloiki, to witness her test her control before she finally took it. To experience the joys of sex, rather than the weaponization. My balls were close to bursting at the very thought of her using me to find her ultimate pleasure. I wanted to watch her fly!
Gasps and moans picked up within the room, fueling my fantasy. Aloiki’s demands for Lu to come echoed in my head towards Caroline as she rode my dick so perfectly. I was oozing so much precum at this point that I was easily able to convince my brain that the vice around my dick was her hot, wet pussy.
I was not that far behind them as they cried out their releases. It shook me to my core. Not watching two of my best friends fuck—that was so normal in my life that it was almost sad, though this was the first time I’d ever masturbated to it. No, what shook me was the intense determination I felt to make that fantasy a reality. I knew in my soul that I would do anything and everything to make it happen.
Just because I was present did not mean Aloiki skipped taking care of Lu. He held her tight, talking her down from her orgasm, while settling her on the bed. I used the rag that had once been mypareoto clean myself up before heading to Aloiki’s closet to get another one. My hips were wider than his, but that was the beauty of sarongs. Unless you were Yooko’s size, they were generally one-size-fits-all.
Once Lu was settled, Aloiki journeyed into their bathroom to get a wet washcloth. He eyed my new attire but did not say a word as he walked back to his bed. I gave Lu the respect of privacy as Aloiki cleaned her up, taking the opportunity to use their bathroom.
Aloiki was sitting up in bed, running his fingersthrough Lu’s long, black hair. She was now curled around a snake-like pillow with a sheet draped over her nude body. I didn’t think she was asleep, just blissfully resting.
“Myhoku wahinewoke up horny. What’s your excuse for being awake at this hour?” he asked me.
“Basically been awake since the wedding,” I confessed, turning off the bathroom light. “How many days ago was that?”
Aloiki did not look happy at my question. “It’s Monday morning, which you would know if you were at the hospital like you were supposed to be.”
I frowned. “Why would I be at the hospital?” Then I remembered the ambulance from the wedding. I’d been so preoccupied with the discovery that Kayl was Kalea’s blackmailer that I completely forgot about it. “Shit. Who got hurt? It wasn’t Lu, was it? You two still got married.”
“I would have married her regardless of location,” Aloiki stated boldly. “But no, Beetle was shot protecting Lu.”
I felt my body jolt like I’d been the one shot. “Fuck…” I ran my hand down my face. It was a good thing I didn’t grow facial hair quickly, or I’d be full of fuzz by now. “How is he?”
“He’ll survive. Which you would know if you were at the hospital where you were supposed to be.”
“Why do you keep saying that? I knew nothing about Beetle getting shot, and other than leaving the parking lot at the same time as the ambulance, I had nothing to do with it.”
Aloiki studied me for a moment. “We all assumed you’d left the wedding to be with Beetle at the hospital, but then no one could get a hold of you. I forgave your absence to look after our Prospect until I discovered you weren’t where we thought you were, and Beetle woke up alone at the hospital.”
Fuck. Certainly not the way I wanted to repay his sacrifice for taking care of Lu. I laced my fingers behind my head. “I wentafter Kalea.”
Aloiki frowned at his sister’s name. “Kalea? Why?”
It took a long while, but I filled him in on everything. And I meanteverything. I did not leave out a single thing from the moment we disembarked off the plane from Yonkers. I confessed my feelings for Caroline, feelings I knew were not paternal before we even gotonthat plane. Told him about trying to be honorable and keeping my distance, but falling for her more every day. And then confessed what happened a month ago when he kicked me out of the house, with my gratitude.
The sun came up through the open window blinds as I talked, and eventually I slid down the wall to park my ass on the floor, rather than standing over their bed like a soldier delivering a report. Lu dozed for a little while, but woke up to use the bathroom, came out wearing akimonorobe, and then climbed back into bed between Aloiki’s legs. He positioned his hands at the base of her enlarged belly and lifted to give her some relief. I remembered doing the same for Kalea when she’d been pregnant with Pualani.
I continued my long confession by telling them how I’d gotten drunk and broke intoShakaloha, and the damage I didn’t remember causing there. Then I explained how I’d ended up at Kalea’s. I was more honest with Aloiki and Lu about why I went back there than I had been with myself over the past month. I made it clear that I had no intention of reconciling with Kalea, and the guilt I felt about inadvertently leading her on.
I needed to take a breath before I confessed the rest, filling both of them in on the true nature of Pualani’s paternity. If Lu hadn’t been sitting between Aloiki’s legs to hold him in place, I didn’t think I would have been able to get through my entire story without him going apeshit.