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Demir was arrested the following morning. Quietly—two guards at his dormitory door before sunrise, chains that glowed with captured light. I wasn't there. I was reviewing border security reports while somewhere in the palace basement, a young man sat in a cell.

Three days passed. I did not visit him. Did not inquire about his condition.

Sarp stood in my doorway with a face like carved stone. "You know they've taken Demir. His sister is sick. Those letters were about medicine. Call Serkan off. Release Demir. Do it now, before this goes somewhere you can't come back from."

The fog surged. My shadows coiled. For one terrible moment, I saw Sarp not as my brother but as interference—and the urge to silence him was so powerful I had to grip the edge of my desk to keep my hands still.

"Leave," I said.

On the fourth day, Serkan convened a public hearing in The Golden Throne Hall—the same hall where Ada and I had watched Yara's purification as students. The same golden light. The same marble floor designed to make everything upon it look like divine will.

I wasn't told about the hearing until it was underway. Or perhaps I was told and the fog swallowed the information before it could reach the part of me that would have acted on it. I couldn't be sure anymore which gaps were genuine and which were architecture—careful deletions in the structure of my thoughts.

I arrived to find the hall full. Lords, ladies, students. Faces holding the bright, hungry expression of people promised spectacle.

Demir stood in the center. They'd taken his honor cords. The Academy uniform was wrinkled, stained from days in a cell. His hands were unbound but he held them at his sides as though chained anyway.

Serkan stood presiding. Using the protocols I had written, the authority I had granted, the machinery of persecution I had personally assembled.

"Shadow affinity above threshold," Serkan announced, savoring every syllable.

"Documented contact with shadow entities across the border. A clear and present danger to the security of the Light Court."

Demir's eyes found me across the hall.

The look on his face was not anger. Not betrayal. It was worse—a question.Are you going to stop this? One word from you and this ends. Please.

I opened my mouth. The fog pressed down. Heavy. Absolute. I could feel the real Hakan fighting—clawing at the walls of his own mind—but the walls held, and the words didn't come, and my mouth closed.

Serkan turned to me. "My lord? The sentence is clear. Do you concur?"

One word. That was all it would take. One word—no—and Demir would live.

The silence stretched. Demir's eyes stayed on mine. Sarp, at the back of the hall, had gone perfectly still—holding his breath, waiting for me to be the man he'd grown up with.

The rune on my neck pulsed. Warm. Patient. A hand on the back of my head, tilting it in the direction it was already falling.

"Concurred," I said.

Sarp's breath left him like he'd been punched. Demir closed his eyes. A single tear tracked down his cheek.

They used the old method. Full-spectrum divine light, applied directly to the shadow-tainted blood. It took four minutes.

I stood and watched Demir Arslan die on the same marble floor where I took the oath to protect people of the Light Court. Watched the golden light burn through him, watched his body convulse. Watched the boy who'd toasted my engagement and called me his hero writhe on sacred stone while three hundred people watched in silence.

I could have stopped it at any moment. One word. The word never came.

When it was over—when Demir lay still, eyes open and empty, uniform scorched black—I turned and walked out. The court parted before me like water around a stone. No one met my eyes.

Sarp was in the corridor. Neither of us spoke. The thing that had lived between us since boyhood—trust, love, brotherhood—lay on the floor of The Golden Throne Hall alongside Demir's body.

He turned and walked away.

I went to the study. Sat down. Picked up my pen. The rune pulsed once—warm, approving—and a new line of script formed, creeping toward my collarbone.

Somewhere beneath the fog, in a space growing smaller by the day, the real Hakan sat in the dark with his hands over his face. He had watched what his silence allowed. He had felt that word die in his throat, strangled by something he couldn't see and couldn't fight.

He was still there. Still conscious. Still screaming.