We dry off quickly as we move to the bedroom. Once our skin is dry enough, I rip the towels away and push Ash onto the mattress. She lands with a little bounce, her knees falling open.
“Just like that.” I stalk over her, burying my head right between her legs. She lets out a gasp, then a moan, then a sigh. She tastes like sex and is still wet as hell.
“Need to be inside you.” I’m so hopped up I can’t even form complete sentences.
“I’m right here.” She offers herself up.
Her willingness is intoxicating. It’s what I want.
Resting on top of her, I pin her hands to the mattress and slide my tongue down her neck and chest until I come upon her breasts. I worship each one, sucking and licking one nipple, then the other, until they are as sharp as two little points.
Then I sink in slow, watching Ash’s face the whole time. Watching her expression contort as I bury myself inch by fucking inch, her body bowing slightly the deeper I get.
Once I am completely inside her, completely engulfed, completely penetrating her, I move. Circling my hips in a lazy, slow motion, eating up the response I’m getting from the woman beneath me.
She’s succumbing to my command. Following the instruction of my body. She’s beautiful in the moonlight. I can see all her features. Her hair being up affords no obstructions. Every time I fantasized about Ash, her hair was always down, a tousled mess on the sheets. But I think I prefer it this way, especially for her first time. It lets me see everything. Let’s me be privy to everything, to all her sexy expressions.
“Eli.” She clenches her jaw as I thrust in deep.
“Feel good?” I nip at her ear.
“Yes,” she sighs, melting into the mattress.
“I love you,” I hum as I continue to move. I don’t want this to be over quick, but she’s so tight. So blistering hot, so sopping wet, all the sensations are going straight to my head.
I’m swimming in them. Drowning in them, begging to let them take me.
“Aw, fuck.” A shock of pleasure shoots up my spine. “Baby, I can’t.”
“Can’t what?”
“Slow down, stop. You feel too good.” I’m slipping away. “I want to make you come. I want you to come with me.” I grind on her clit with my pelvis and she groans. “That’s it.” I do it again and again and again until she’s squirming. Until she’s clamping down so hard on my cock I know a climax is inevitable.
“Oh!”she calls out in what almost sounds like pain. Ash struggles beneath me as she flies apart, her white-hot heat saturating my mind, body and soul.
My heart hammers as the rush of my own orgasm begins. “Fuck, fuck, fuck.” I pound my hips hard. There’s no more room for gentle. It’s replaced by a climatic burst of trembling, throbbing, pulsating, and palpitating. A gnawing ache that eats me alive from the inside out.
I collapse on top of Ash after the tornado of sensation passes. I’m sucking in air as if I’m being choked, clinging to her like she’s oxygen.
Our hearts beat against each other as I lie there, clutching her in the dark. I can’t let go. I’m afraid if I do, I may lose her forever. I am a total goner for this woman. Unrecoverable, irretrievable, no chance, no way, ever coming back, goner.
Sated, Ash sighs softly beneath me, hugging me. I know all her little noises by now. I know she’s been satisfied.
“How do you feel?” I kiss across her cheek.
“Good.” She purrs.
“Different?”
“No. Not really. Just...happy.”
My pride swells.
“Good.” I kiss her forehead.
“I love you.” She hums.
“I love you, too.” My heart hurts just saying it. Because it’s the truth, and if I lose Ash, I will surely lose myself. “So fucking much, you may never understand.”