I wouldn’t be the first woman.
I read it's something about sex hormones, so I forgive myself for wanting this intimate moment with him.
I have no desire to be impregnated by a man who is not committed to me, so I make a mental note to deal with that in the morning.
God, my feelings for Drew are very confusing.
Perhaps I’m just one of those women who falls in love easily.I can’t fall in love with Drew.He’s the one man in the world I cannot be with.
Tomorrow we need to agree that this sexual relationship ends and agree to focus on business.
This week I have a meeting with my bank manager to discuss how I service my mortgage moving forward.After all, it’s not small.
Unfortunately, I’ve had no response from the resumes I’ve sent out.
Am I worried?
Terrified.
I suppose it’s why I’m seeking some confidence from Drew on his plans about Open Leaf.To know the dividends from my ten percent will contribute.
While he’s just enjoying fucking me.
I have to end this.
CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
DREW
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Gemma sleeps on theflight home, which gives me time to watch her while I’m pretending to work on my laptop.
Robin and Theo seem to be unaware of anything going on between us, which is a fucking miracle.They’re not stupid.Perhaps they are smart enough to keep any indication that they do know to themselves.
Or I’m so distracted by her I haven’t noticed.