One guess who’s sitting init.
Perhaps the arrangement wouldn’t be so bad, if Samantha hadn’t sucked down a sleeping pill along with her glass of chardonnay about ten minutes after takeoff. She’s been drooling onto her neck pillow ever since, a sleep mask fixed firmly over her eyes. Sophie is out cold as well, curled in a small ball with a fuzzy white blanket cocooned around her. The anti-nausea supplement she swallowed knocked her out almost as soon as weboarded.
Like mother likedaughter.
Even the Flint Group drones eventually give their business ventures a rest — a few hours into the flight, I spot Seth snoozing in a benzo-induced stupor, his face pulled tight with stress even in sleep. His colleagues bear similar expressions. They probably dream about profit margins and businessmergers.
I know I should get some rest but, try as I might, I can’t force my eyes to close, even when the sky outside my window falls dark and the flight attendants dim the cabin lights. I almost wish I’d taken Samantha up on her offer when she extended an extra sleeping pill in my direction, so casual you’d think it was a breathmint.
Every so often, I hear the sound of the man across from me shifting in his seat or sighing lightly. The faint illumination of his laptop screen is the only light in the entire jet. I haven’t turned my head forward in five freaking hours, for fear he’ll strike up another oh-so-unpleasant conversation, but even ignoring his presence can’t remove the odd currents running through the cabin. There’s something strange about being the only two left awake, trapped together in strained silence. A charge of lingering animosity from our earlier interaction still buzzes between us, along with something else, something I can’t quite define. A tangibletension.
The darkness forces my other senses to overcompensate, until every sound he makes — from the small sighs that slide from his lips to the muffled shift of his black jeans against the leather — hits my eardrums like a mallet on agong.
He’s captivated me and he’s not eventrying.
How annoying isthat?
I change positions in my reclining chair, arching my back as I stretch my arms above my head. It feels so good, a tiny sound of pleasure escapes my mouth as stiffness unfurls from my spine. The moan is barely audible, yet there’s a slight pause in the persistent clicking of Underwood’s laptop keys, as though it has shattered his focus. By the time my hands fold back in my lap, his keystrokes have returned to normal and I’ve convinced myself the lapse was all in myhead.
Just because you’re attuned to his every move, doesn’t mean he’s attuned to yours, Violet. Your sleep deprived brain is imagining things. Get ittogether.
With effort, I shove him from my head and squeeze my eyes shut. The jet’s plush recliners are infinitely more comfortable than the narrow middle-seat I was crammed into on my flight from Boston to Los Angeles. My eyes are finally growing heavy when a sudden jolt of turbulence rocks thecabin.
I’m instantlyawake.
There’s a crash from the kitchen galley as a tray goes tumbling. My eyes snap wide as my fingers curl into the armrests like talons, an automatic reflex to combat the sensation of sudden free-fall. I can’t even form a screech of dismay as we plummet — there’s no air left in my lungs. My stomach has shot up into my chest cavity and taken up residence inside mythroat.
Contrary to popular near-death-experience lore, my life does not flash in front of my eyes. There is no montage of watercolored high school memories — graduation and the homecoming game, prom and my first kiss with Clint as the center console dug into my ribs after he drove me home from cheerleading practice in his truck last fall. The only thought in my head is,Mom is going to kill me if I die in a plane crash!which may well be the dumbest thing I’ve ever fathomed in my seventeen years oflife.
Not exactly an eloquent end-of-existencesentiment.
Thankfully, the pilot, who is clearly far cooler under pressure than I am, corrects our course so fast, the sleeping passengers barely have time to blink awake before we’re gliding smoothly once more. Through the window, I watch the wings level out and tell myself to stop preparing for demise. It was only abump.
Planes don’t just fall from the sky,Violet.
Breathe.
In andout.
“Sorry about that, folks.” The captain’s voice crackles over the speaker system. “We’ve run into a patch of rough weather, but we’re going to do our best to avoid the worst of it by diverting our course about fifty miles. Don’t worry, we shouldn’t touch down in Fiji more than a few minutes past your scheduled arrival. In the meantime, keep those seatbelts securely fastened. There may be some turbulence for the next hour orso.”
I pull in a deep breath as I reach over and check Sophie’s seatbelt is snug across her stomach. She’s still sleeping soundly, hands pillowed beneath her head. I brush a strand of hair off her cheek, then sit back and tighten my own belt. It feels painfully ineffective, this thin tether against gravity, especially when we hit another jarring bump a few moments later. My soda can rattles on my small side table as my heart leaps inside my chest. I watch a bolt of lightning slash the dark sky outside the portal. It seems far too close forcomfort.
My fingers tighten against the leather of my seat as we jolt through the air with all the grace of a wheelbarrow on a dirt road. Despite the luxe accommodations of, as Samantha would say,flying private, I can’t deny I’d feel a whole lot safer in a jumbo jet rightnow.
I glance around the cabin for a distraction. Samantha’s so drugged she hasn’t stirred, despite the frequent bumps of turbulence. The Flint executives are all silent and still in the darkened front section. The flight attendants are strapped into their jump seats in the galley. Which justleaves…
Him.
Over the desperate thudding of my pulse, I hear a metal cap twist open. Unable to stop myself, I allow my eyes to shift to the man sitting across from me for the first time since we boarded. Those chiseled features are half in shadow, but I can feel the weight of his tractor-beam emerald eyes on my face as he lifts the flask to his lips and takes a lengthy swig. I watch him swallow, mesmerized by the way the muscles in the strong column of his throat contract as the alcohol slides downward. The silver container flashes in the semi-dark as he holds it out across the space betweenus.
“Here.”
My brows shoot up. I don’t move amuscle.
“Take a swig,” he says softly, eyes locked on mine. “It’ll soothe thenerves.”
I don’t know what comes over me, in that moment. Maybe it’s the fact that I’m scared out of my head. Maybe it’s the dark, quiet cabin. Maybe it’s simply the fact that, for the first time since our paths crossed this morning, he’s not looking my way with total disdain, or chiding me for daring to breathe hisair.