Page 18 of Not You It's Me (Boston Love)

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I cross my arms over my chest. “It’s your turn, again.”

“Fine, fine.” He chuckles. “I hate vanilla – the smell, the taste, everything about it. I drink my coffee black. And the first time I went kite-boarding, I broke two fingers in my right hand.”

“No one hates vanilla. It’s like, the most basic of all flavors.”

“I do,” he says, his smile widening. “Which means, youlose.”

“No way! What’s the lie, then?” My eyes widen. “Don’t tell me – you secretly like loads of hazelnut creamer in your coffee.”

He shakes his head. “Kite-boarding. I broke three fingers, not two.”

“Oh, whatever.” I swallow, nervous for the first time since we started playing. “I’ll catch up. You’ll see.”

“Don’t get too cocky.” His fingers flex against the supple leather of his seat. “I only need one more to win. Unless you’re ready to concede now, and head back to my apartment.”

“No,” I whisper roughly, all triumph stripped from my tone.

“Then you better think of a good lie,” he says, eyes glittering with promise. “Because I have no intention of letting you off easy.”

I begin to rub slow circles into my temple, hoping it might ease some of my sudden stress.

“Okay, um…”

“I’m waiting, Gemma.”

Shit!

Shit, shit, shit.

Why did I ever think this was a good idea?

Probably because I’m unreasonably stubborn when I think I’m right… and, okay, I’m the first to admit thatyes, I’m the kind of girl who likes to play with fire — waiting till the last minute to pay my bills, befriending random strangers on the train, driving cross-country in a car with 170,000 miles on the odometer and a failing exhaust system. Most of the time, Ilikeflying through life by the seat of my pants. Going with the flow. Taking things as they come, and all that jazz.

No commitments. No responsibilities. No answering to anyone butme.

It’s more fun, that way.

The only problem is, sometimes I land myself in situations like this, agreeing to crazy bets with sexy strangers who simultaneously tempt and terrify me. Twenty minutes ago, when this was all entirely hypothetical, it was fun. But now, with him looking at me like I’m one ofMaria’sfresh-baked cannoli — the kind so good, you devour it in two ravenous bites — it feels a little too real for my liking.

So real, in fact, that I’m starting to worry he’sseriousabout taking me back to his apartment and having a wild night of emotionless, meaningless sex.

It shouldn’t bother me. It’s been so long since I had a decent orgasm, I should be begging him to have his wicked way with me. But, I can’t. Because, well…

I like him.

Not in a doodle-your-name-in-my-notebook, listen-to-love-songs-that-remind-me-of-you, smile-to-myself-for-no-reason kind of way. I’ve never felt that way about anyone, and I’m not going to start now.

But, I dolikehim, in a normal, you’re-a-cool-human kind of way.

And that means going on a date with him is pretty much out of the question.

As for sleeping with him... well, that’s either the worst idea I’ve ever had… or the best.

“Gemma.”

My eyes fly up to meet his, and I realize I’ve spaced out for several moments.

“Sorry.” I clear my throat. “I’m ready now. I think. Almost.”