“I could eat,” I admit, knowing that he’ll have to release his hold to feed me. As much as I don’t want him to, I need it. I need enough distance so I can try and think straight. I don’t even know where the hell I am.
Lawson reaches between us and puts my panties back into place before he pulls his boxer briefs to cover his cock. He’s not shy about it either.
“If you don’t stop with that blush, I’m going to eat you before I get a chance to feed you.” His words only make my face burn brighter, and his lopsided smile turns to a full grin.
That dark glint flickers in his eyes before he releases his hold on me. I manage to make an escape to the bathroom, but somehow I feel him on every inch of my body.
Chapter 10
Lawson
I’m going to die if I don’t fuck her. I need to push her down to the ground and sink into her so deep that she can’t ever deny my claim. I’m talking so fucking deep that her pussy suctions around my cock, and my balls wedge against her asshole. My hands shake as I walk to the kitchen, and all I can think about is turning around and hunting her like an animal. She went to the bathroom, which means I could have her cornered. If I blocked the door, she couldn’t escape.
“Get it together,” I tell myself as I walk over to the window that looks out over the lake. “Breathe.”
The light hits the water and makes it look like it’s glittering. I keep my focus on the small waves and the ducks by the shore so that my racing heart will calm down. Every single inch of me is tense, and I have to fight for control. How am I obsessed to the point that I might lose my sanity?
Closing my eyes, I try to keep my breathing even, but then all I can see is her. The image of her rocking on top of me as my cock sinks deeper in her wet heat makes me so hard it’s painful. I fucking came in her like a freight train, and it’s like I haven’t taken the edge off in years.
The sounds she made echo in my head and my mouth waters. I want to taste her pussy and then mount it until all I can do is collapse on top of her in a heap. What have I done? I’m like an addict shut in a room with my one vice, and I know I can only resist for so long. She’s everything I’ve ever wanted, and I’m going to tear this house to pieces if I don’t get it soon.
“Lawson?” Her soft voice comes from behind me, and I draw in a shaky breath.
“Yeah, babe?” I try to sound calm when my insides are boiling with lust made of lava.
“I think maybe I should go.”
It’s like a spike through my heart, but I remain calm as I slowly turn around. “Let’s eat first.” I sound so diplomatic even though there is not a chance in Satan’s nutsack she’s leaving my side. Holding my hand out, I reach for her, and the two seconds it takes her to reach me is too fucking long. “There.” I kiss the top of her head as I tuck her against me. “That’s better.”
Bringing her into the kitchen, I take out all the things I got for breakfast and then let her point to what she wants. I cook some eggs, and after her plate is full, I grab some coffee and take her on the deck to eat.
“It’s so peaceful here. How far are we from the city?” She sips her coffee as I take a seat and then pat my lap.
“Sit here and eat.” Her smile is innocent as she bounces on her toes and then takes a seat on my lap. “We’re not too far.” I’m purposely vague because she doesn’t need to know details. She’s with me now, and the only place she needs to worry about is what surface I want to fuck her on.
“Do you know where my phone went? I didn’t see it in my bag.”
“I’m sure it’s around here somewhere.” Again I’m vague as I slide my palm up the inside of her leg. “You need to eat, Vanna.”
“Someone keeps distracting me.”
Deciding that she might be right, I let her eat without disruption while I sip my coffee and rub her back. It’s a beautiful morning, and having this time with her feels like a gift. When she’s almost finished, I take a piece of pineapple and hold it up to her lips. She keeps her eyes on me as she licks the tip, and my eyes widen when she sucks it. All I can picture is her doing the same to my cock, and I feel my jaw flex.
“Careful, babe. Teasing me isn’t wise.” She finishes the rest of the fruit, and I hold out another for her. This time, she holds my wrist as she pushes it past her lips, and I grunt as her teeth sink into the juicy flesh.
“Nothing about me being here with you is smart.” She laughs, but I tense because I don’t like her thinking she shouldn’t be with me.
“You’re safe here, remember,” I remind her, and then I watch as she nods.
“Yeah, you’re right.” She turns to face the lake again, and I rub her back in slow circles. “Thank you again for coming to my rescue.”
“Hey,” I say, and then her eyes meet mine. “I’ll never let anything happen to you.” The hand I have on her thigh slides up, and my fingers play at the edge of her shorts. “And what you told me last night, about wanting a baby?”
I purposely lock eyes with her and wait as she swallows hard and then nods. “Yeah?”
“I meant it, Vanna.” I pull her closer against me and brush my lips against hers. She tastes like pineapple, and I moan as I bite her bottom lip.
“It’s too soon.” Her protest is weak because even as she says it, her arms go around my shoulders, and she pulls me close.