Y’know, that would be a whole lot easier if you just came over.
Pointing out the obvious, were we?
Well, yes. But I’m trying to behave myself in that regard.
Why did you have to pick tonight, of all nights, to start behaving yourself, you fucking bastard?
I smirked to myself over the little droplets of smudged ink that exposed how aggressively she’d written those words for me.
You sound a little worked up, sweetheart.
You think???
Do you need me to take care of you?
Yes. Please. I can’t fucking take it, Kieran.
Gods, the temptation was real. The urge to just show up at her doorstep, boundaries be damned.
That’s a shame. The whole point would be for you to take it. You take it so well, after all.
Get your ass over here.
She really was trying to kill me, wasn’t she? And here I was, just trying to be good for once in my godsdamned life.
And ruin your sleep schedule even further? I think not.
Fuck my sleep schedule. Come over.
Itriedto tell myself that she didn’t really mean it, that she was just teasing and taunting in all the ways she knew best. And yet…
You gonna beg for it, or what?
My self-restraint was dissipating by the minute.
Please, Kier. I’m desperate right now. I’m losing my fucking mind trying to get myself off when nothing feels as good as the way you touch me. Please come over and fuck me. Do whatever the fuck you want to me, just come over.
Holy fucking Hel.
Whatever I want, eh? Those are dangerous words.
Desperate times call for desperate measures.
And I do like you desperate for me…
I was already out of bed.
Kieran, I’m being serious. I don’t give a damn about my sleep schedule. That was a stupid request in the first place. You know what? Fuck it, I’m coming over there.
I frowned.
No the fuck you are not, it’s late, and after dark. I will kick your ass if you show up on my doorstep, Arken, I swear to the fucking Source.
That’s hardly discouraging.
It should be, because I’d kick your ass and then I wouldn’t even fuck you afterward. I’d just sit there and watch you keep struggling to come.
Now that’s just cruel. You’re a sadist.