If she hadn’t told me herself, I’d have spent my life believing she was a dream.
Because that’s exactly what she looks like, lying underneath me, with her hair spread out on my pillow, body flushed to mine as her nipple piercings rub against my chest, her face a reflection of every ounce of pleasure she feels.
But it’s her eyes that do me in. Her glacial eyes that grip my heart and refuse to let it go, and I don’t think I want it to.
Her blue pools shine with so much trust in me,like I could never do anything to hurt her. That trust of hers in me scares me as much as it makes me want to give her the world.
God knows she shouldn’t have touched me with a ten-foot pole, let alone given her body to me. But I’m too selfish to let her go.
I know what we have is a deal, a convenience. Our relationship is purely physical and for her benefit. It has an expiry date.
Regardless, nothing in this world can stop me from spending every one of those days with her in whichever way she’ll have me. And if she says she needs me inside her bare, then that’s what she’ll get.
My heart trips over itself when those words leave her innocent mouth—mouth I’d very much like to kiss now that I’ve fucked it. I rebuke myself mentally for putting the condition of ‘no-kissing’ forward.
What the fuck was I thinking?
Nothing apparently.
Holding myself over her with my hand on the mattress, I reach for my rock-hard cock with my other hand and align myself with her entrance. The good thing is that she’s soaking, and so, it shouldn’t hurt her much.
Carefully, I slide in just a bit, and that contact alone can make me come like a teenager getting his first taste of a pussy.
“God, yes…” With the way she moans alongside me when I slide into her inch by excruciating inch, she feels the same.
“Fuck,” I clip, my veins feeling like they’ll pop any second with how much I’m holding myself back.
I pull back and slide in a little deeper than before. She moans into my ear, taking the lobe in her mouth as she bites on it. The hint of pleasure and pain makes my body shudder.
“Fuck, Rainbow! You know what I want without me having to tell you,” I rasp in the crook of her neck, the scent of our sweat mixing as it tickles my nostrils.
With the continuous motion of pushing and pulling, I give it one last thrust before all of me is finally seated in her pussy.
The second I thrust into the hilt, I take her nipple in my mouth and suck because if I don’t distract myself, then I’m scared I’ll hurt her.
“Noahhh,” she cries out my name, experiencing bliss like she’s never known before. “You’re…too…big,” she whimpers, her nails digging into the scars in my back as she adjusts to my length, too far gone to notice them.
A hoarse chuckle filled with male pride escapes me. “You’re doing so good, baby. You’re a good girl taking all of me like that,” I praise her, soothe her with words, dropping kisses all over her skin.
Her body shivers, and her walls clench around me at the compliment. “Fuuuckkk, Rainbow! You’re so goddamn tight, wrapping around me like you want to suck me in and never let me go.”
The words flow from me before I can stop them, because she can never want someone like me—someone broken, sad, and utterly alone.
“More, Noah, harder,” she breathes, and fuck if my heart doesn’t just burst out of my chest.
“Hang on, baby. It’s about to get rough,” I grunt before bucking my hips harder, thrusting myself inside her with intention as I get deeper and faster with each one.
“Ah, yes…” Her eyes squeeze shut, and I can feel her pussy welcoming me, swallowing me greedily.
My hand wraps around her throat, and her wild eyes fly open. “Fuck, you look good with my hand around your sweet, little neck,” I growl, my teeth grinding with the pleasure I feel forming atthe base of my spine.
I’m not gonna last.
Fuck, she’s everything.
She wraps a hand around mine as my hips keep pummeling inside her pussy. Fuck, I can feel she’s close. “Choke me.” I feel her words under the palm of my hand.
A feral need to claim her rises within me as I squeeze tighter, not enough to cut off her air supply, but enough to edge her.