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I set the coffee cup down. My hands were shaking—the same shaking from yesterday, from the car, from every moment in the last week when my body had run out of ways to process what was happening and had defaulted to tremors. The ceramic rattled against the table. I pressed my palms flat to stop it.

“Maria Flores,” I said. My voice was still that other voice—the empty one, the one that lived underneath everything else. “She was my sister. I was seven years old when she died. I’ve been looking for who killed her for twenty years.”

Across the table, Santo’s face held an expression I’d never seen before. Not anger. Not grief. Something else—something that looked like the ground opening beneath his feet, like everything he thought he knew about me rearranging itself into a new shape.

I met his eyes.

“That’s why I came to your house,” I said. “That’s what I’ve been carrying. That’s the thing you didn’t know.”

The room stayed silent. The coffee cooled. Midge stirred in her nest of blankets, unaware that the world had just shifted on its axis.

I waited for someone to speak.

Gemma moved first.

She was around the table before I registered the motion—small and quick, the particular speed of someone who had learned to navigate around frozen men to reach the person who needed reaching. Her hand found my shoulder. Not gripping. Anchoring. The weight of it said I’m here without requiring me to respond.

Santo was on his feet. I didn’t see him stand—one second he was in his chair, the next he was beside me, his body positioned between mine and the door. The instinct. The reflex of a man whose first response to threat was to become a wall.

“Tell us,” Dante said. His voice had shifted again—not the dinner-party warmth, not the office coldness. Something in between. The voice of a man receiving intelligence that was going to change his operational picture. “Everything. From the beginning.”

I looked at the table. The coffee cups. The remnants of bread in the basket. The evidence of a dinner that had been normal ten minutes ago.

“I was seven,” I said. “When she died. Maria. She was sixteen. Our parents were—“ I stopped. The word was too small for what they’d been. “Gone. She was raising me. We lived in an apartment on the South Side. She worked nights. She was saving money for—I don’t know. College, maybe. A better place. Something.”

The words came out flat. Stripped. I’d told this story before—to social workers, to foster parents, to the endless parade ofadults who’d passed through my childhood asking questions and not listening to the answers. The telling had worn grooves in it. I followed the grooves.

“One night she didn’t come home. I waited until morning. Then the police came. Then people I didn’t know took me to a building that smelled like other people’s laundry and I never went back to that apartment again.”

Gemma’s hand tightened on my shoulder. I felt the pressure through my shirt, through my skin, through the layers of scar tissue I’d built around this particular memory.

“I didn’t know anything,” I continued. “They didn’t tell me anything. She was just gone. And then I was somewhere else. And then somewhere else. And then somewhere else.” The repetition was intentional. The rhythm of it was the truth—the relentless forward motion of a child through a system that didn’t have time to explain itself.

“I did things. Stole stuff. For myself, for others, just to make ends meet. I had this guy who would give me jobs sometimes, bigger ones, better paying ones. Not long ago, he came to me with a big one. Really big.”

The room shifted. Dante leaned forward—a fraction of an inch, barely visible, the posture of a man whose attention had just locked onto a frequency.

“Who is this guy?”

“A man,” I said. “Called himself Toni, but I don’t think that was his real name. He was older. Forties? Grey hair, expensive jacket. Italian accent—specific, like he was from somewhere regional, not just generic Italian-American.”

“Describe the jacket,” Dante said.

“Leather. Brown. Soft—the kind of leather that costs money. There was a crest on it. Small. I couldn’t see the details, but it looked like a restaurant or a club or—“

“Brassante,” Santo said.

I looked at him. “What?”

“Brassante. It’s a private social club on the North Side. Valenti-affiliated.” His jaw was tight. His hands were fists at his sides. “The crest is a garden gate. Vines.”

“That was it.” My voice was quiet. “Vines.”

Dante and Santo exchanged a look. The silent language I couldn’t read—the grammar of shared history, shared blood, shared decades of operating in a world where a jacket crest told you everything you needed to know about the man wearing it.

“He told me he knew what happened to Maria,” I said. “He said it was the Carusos. That they killed her during the war and paid to make her disappear. He gave me an envelope with documents—addresses, dates, things I couldn’t verify but that felt real. And he told me there was a house in Oak Brook where a man named Santo Caruso - that I could steal from him. Maybe it would make me feel better.”

The name hung in the air between us. Santo’s name. In my mouth. The first time I’d said it knowing he could hear me.