Page 28 of Sinner Daddy

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His eyes did the sweep. The coffee mug on the island—his mug, his coffee, his machine. The book open in front of me, spine up, the green cover unmistakable. Then his gaze lifted, tracked the angle of the staircase visible from where he stood, and found the guest room door at the top. Open. The deadbolt retracted.

His jaw tightened. A specific, visible compression of muscle along the hinge. Not anger—I'd seen his anger, or what Iassumed was his anger, and it was louder than this, faster than this. This was something else. Something more controlled. Something with weight behind it, the way a door has weight when it's reinforced with steel.

He came to the island. Pulled out the stool across from me. Sat. The distance between us was the width of the countertop—three feet of marble and coffee and a book of poetry and whatever was building in the air between us, which felt heavier than all of it combined.

"I’ve left you to yourself. Seems like it’s not working. We need to agree on some rules," he said.

His voice was the basement voice. Low. Final. The frequency that filled rooms.

"I'm your prisoner. We don’t agree on rules. You decide them," I said. I lifted the mug. Sipped. Let the statement sit there, casual as a Sunday morning.

"You're alive because of me."

No inflection. No ego in it. Just the fact, set on the counter between us like something he expected me to pick up and examine.

"Until this is resolved," he continued, "until you talk, you stay. And if you're staying—" He held my eyes. The dark in them was steady and absolute and I could feel it on my skin. "—there are rules. And if you break them, there will be consequences."

The word landed.

Consequences.

It landed in the room—in the air, in the marble, in the silence between his voice and my next breath. And it landed in my stomach, which did something I hadn't authorized. A low, hot drop. A falling sensation, like missing a step on a staircase, except the staircase went down and down and down and I couldn't see the bottom.

I set the mug down. Carefully. Because my hand had developed a slight tremor that I needed to hide with a surface.

"What kind of consequences?"

I shouldn't have asked. The question was a door I was opening on purpose and I knew what was on the other side—not the specifics, but the shape of it, the weight of it, the quality of air that existed in a room where a man like Santo Caruso saidconsequencesand meant it.

He held my gaze. Didn't blink. Didn't elaborate. Didn't need to. His silence was its own answer—a space he'd created and left empty for my imagination to fill, and my imagination was filling it with things that made the heat in my stomach spread sideways and down.

"You don't want to find out," he said.

I swallowed.

I absolutely wanted to find out.

I didn't say that. I picked up the book instead, opened it to where I'd left off, and pretended to read while my pulse hammered in my throat and the wordconsequencessat in my body like something swallowed whole.

He watched me for another ten seconds. Then he stood, took the mug from in front of me, refilled it, set it back, and left the kitchen without a word.

He'd refilled my coffee.

“Rules tomorrow. Now, take your coffee back to your room.”

I picked up the book and left, heart pounding in my chest.

Thatevening,withdinner,he brought a separate bowl for Midge.

Not a plate, not a saucer, not food scraped from his own portion onto a napkin. A bowl. Ceramic. Small. Filled withshredded chicken—plain, unseasoned, the kind of preparation that required someone to know or to find out that chihuahuas had sensitive stomachs and that rich food made them sick.

The pasta was on the plate—penne, something with tomatoes and basil and the smell of garlic that had been cooked slow enough to go sweet. Garlic bread beside it, the edges browned, the butter soaked through. A glass of water with ice, which was a detail so mundane it shouldn't have registered and did, because ice meant he'd thought about what I might want to drink and decided water and decided cold and decided ice and carried all of it upstairs on what must have been two trips because you couldn't balance that much on one.

He set everything on the nightstand. The plate. The glass. Midge's bowl on the floor beside the bed, positioned within her reach.

Then he turned to leave.

"Wait."