“I want a life, a future with you both… on our terms. What do you say?”
TRAVIS
“I still can’t believeyou want this,” I said, placing a kiss on Jasper’s shoulder as he lay panting, recovering from his second orgasm of the night. “And are you sure you want this too, Twinkle?” I raked my fingers through Finn’s hair and pulled his head back so it hovered over mine. His cheeks were flushed as Jas had just fucked him into the mattress while I had fucked Jasper.
I shivered, pleasure still buzzing under my skin.
He nodded, but he’d been quiet since lunch with Jasper’s family.
“Twinkle?” I said his name sternly as I gave him a pointed look. He shook his head and dropped his face to my neck like he couldn’t bear to look at me.
“I do want this. More than anything.” His voice was muffled. Jasper obviously sensed the shift in the air too, as he turned on his side and danced his fingers up and down Finn’s spine.
“But?” Jasper whispered.
“But everyone leaves me. My parents, friends, ex-boyfriends, then Bobby. I’m not sure I’m very lovable. You know I’m a lot. And you, Travis, wanted the professor. You were in love with him. I was just the bait you needed to catch him. Now you have him, I worry that you’ll ice me out and eventually get rid of me. I’m not sure how I’d cope with that if I was in a foreign country—no home, no job, starting again.” He let out a sigh. “I’m scared.”
I looked sideways and my eyes landed on Jasper, who had the same expression I had. Shock that he felt like this, but also a desire to fix it as soon as possible.
I twisted slightly so that Finn was between us, and we were settled in our new positions. I placed my fingertips under his chin and tilted it upward so he was looking at me.
“You’re right. I loved Jasper for so long, but I would have never got to have him without you. You made him feel safe and helped him come to terms with who he was. That would never have happened if he’d not run back to the UK or met you. I’ve thought a lot about the three of us, and do you know what I think, Twinkle?” He shook his head, looking so vulnerable that I hated anyone who had ever made him feel like he was too much.
“That we need each other. That the three of us were meant to be together. You’re not too much for us, Finn. And you never will be, and without you, none of this makes sense. Jas and I would be the dullest couple together. I mean, all we’d do all day was talk about fish.” He chuckled, and then Jasper moved him, so he faced him instead.
“Do you know what’s amazing about the deep sea?”
“The weird fish,” Finn replied, the sass returning to his tone a little.
“Well, I mean, obviously, but even in all that darkness, none of what’s down there would exist without the sun. It creates the basis of the food web that’s responsible for the survival of everything. Without the sun, everything would die.”
“Right…” Finn sounded confused.
“You’re the sun, little one. Without you, we can’t exist.”
Finn’s laugh was a little louder this time. “I think you’re both trying to be romantic, but you’ve just told me I’m like fish food.”
This time it was us who laughed. “No, we’re trying to say, you’re important to us, you help us be the people we’re meant to be, and without you?—”
“You’d use weird fish lines to pick up guys.”
Jas rolled his eyes. “We can’t do this without you. We don’t want to. Not now, not in five months or five years or fifty years.”
Finn gasped. “Fifty years… you mean…” His voice wobbled, and Jasper cupped his cheeks, kissing him slowly until Finn almost melted into him. I wrapped my arm over them both, pressing my hard again cock to Finn’s hole, pushing up inside him with ease as we’d spent most of the evening inside him. He whimpered into Jasper’s mouth.
“We want a future with you. A forever. We want to give you a happy ever after,” I mumbled against his ear. “It’s what I want to give you both.”
Jasper pulled away breathlessly. “If you don’t want to do Ecuador, let’s talk about other places; if you don’t want to work for me, then tell us what you do want. Just tell us that we’re what you’re choosing.”
I stretched for the lube and poured a generous amount into my hand as I rocked leisurely into Finn and covered Jasper’s erection in the cold liquid as the two of them kissed some more.
Like he could read my mind, Jasper lifted Finn’s leg, hooking it over his arm as he shifted his own hips, lining himself at Finn’s hole, his tip pressing against my shaft.
Jasper pushed as Finn cried out, one hand grabbing Jasper’s shoulder, the other wrapping behind and fisting the hair at the back of my neck. The sensation of his thick cock against mine inside Finn’s tight arse was almost too much, both grunting and moaning as we filled him.
Finn whimpered as his body shook, his head falling back against my shoulder, and a smile spreading across his face. We started moving, tentatively at first, not wanting to hurt him, but equally, not wanting this to be over in seconds. I reached for Jasper, finding his lips and pulling our bodies tighter together, trapping Finn and his cock between us.
Our thrusts were uncoordinated, our bodies breathless and sweaty, already exhausted from our earlier orgasms but re-energised, chasing this new pleasure. One I knew none of us had experienced, but Jas and I understood without words, that this was what Finn craved—being owned, filled, loved, taken care of, and we would happily spend a lifetime giving him this, while giving each other what we needed too.