I’ve never felt beautiful before. I’ve only ever wanted to be beautiful to him, and it feels so good to not just hear him say it but to believe wholeheartedly that he means it.
The lights are on. I should be embarrassed to be lying here naked under a spotlight like this. I’m far from looking like a supermodel. But I know, to the depths of me, that I’m precisely where I’m supposed to be. That I’m giving my body to the person who is supposed to have it. And that he’s ecstatic about it.
My eyes widen as he moves up with a dangerous, mischievous gleam in his eyes.
The expression on his face says I’m in trouble. The expression also says that everything is about to change for us.
My heart is beating way too fast, but I’m so,soready for this.
His mouth touches down between my legs and he licks, spearing me with his hot tongue before he sucks, hard, making my back bow.
Oh! Okay. This first. I’m surprised he’s not going right for the…oh! Wow. Perfection. Absolutely amazing. I knew it would feel great, but I had no idea just how incredible.
He goes from sucking hard to doing it even harder and things escalate way too quickly. I’m being shuttled through the sky, crying out, my soul soaring toward the moon. I grab a handful of his hair and scream as a massive climax tears through me, ten times more powerful than last night.
This? This! Wow.
Wow. Wow.Wow.
“Wow!” I verbalize the only word I can currently remember, breathless as my soul slowly floats back into place.
He laughs and slides up, cradling my jaw in a gentle hold while staring into my eyes.
“That was flippin’ awesome,” I whisper.
“It was a matter of ten seconds, Bay. Just you wait…”
I giggle.
“Bailey?” he whispers.
“Jase,” I reply, tears springing up in my eyes at the soft, sweet look in his eyes.
“You’re mine,” he says, wrapping one of my legs around his thigh, moving into position.
I gulp down a swallow. I was about to ask him to say that. And I love that I didn’t need to.
“Hold onto me, baby. This might hurt for just a second, then I promise I’ll make it better. Okay?”
Fear is back, gripping me for a split second, but I nod quickly and squeeze my eyes shut tight.
“Look at me, Bailey,” he requests gruffly.
I open my eyes.
And at the look on his face… wow.
“I love you so much, Jason,” I tell him as he lines up.
Because he needs to know how important this is to me.
His teeth sink into his bottom lip and his eyes flare with the same light I saw last night. Slowly, he advances, looking as if he’s going as gently as he can, looking like he’s in physical pain.
He pauses after getting partly inside, because I’m pulling air in through tight teeth. Fuck, does it burn. It burns like nothing I’ve ever felt as I’m split open.
I grip him while holding my breath.
“Breathe, beautiful,” he coaxes.