Her eyebrows pulled together. “How?”
“You drove off wit’ my son and left me in the fuckin’ street, Nyomi.”
Her face softened slightly, but she shook her head. “You tried to rip my car door open.”
“I was mad.”
“You were scary and crazy as fuck.”
I pulled her into me by her waist and lifted her chin so we were eye to eye. “I ain’t never touched you in anger so don’t say no shit like that.”
“I’m talking about your energy, Knuck.” Her voice cracked slightly. “You come in hot every time something makes you uncomfortable.” She looked down at the floor. “I just need peace sometimes.”
“And I need you and my son,” I said. “Look at me.” I reached out and gently grabbed her chin. “I know I do too much sometimes…”
Nyomi snorted. “Sometimes?”
I ignored that shit. “… but I ain’t built to lose you, Ny. And I ain’t never gon’ be good at lovin’ you halfway,” I admitted. “When I got you… I got all of you, and you know how a nigga get.”
“That doesn’t mean I need to accept the shit anymore, Keon. We’re getting married in a few weeks. You can’t scare the world every time you feel threatened.”
I nodded slowly. “I hear you.”
“You say that now.”
“I mean that shit.” My eyes slowly drifted down her body. Soft fabric of her dress huggin’ her curves, hair slightly messy. My fuckin’ baby. I couldn’t lose Nyomi and Kassim, or I’d lose my fuckin’ mind. I kissed her lips. “I hear you, and I fuckin’ love you.”
Her body fell into mine as she kissed me back, whisperin’ on my lips. “I love you too.”
Her hands slid up my chest while I picked her up and laid her down on the bed. And all I could think about was how much this woman had me gone, how much I loved her, how much she pissed me off, and how much I needed her. Pulling down my sweats, I peeped Kassim was still knocked out then I grabbed her ankles and pulled her down the bed toward me.
Nyomi gasped slightly as her body slid across the comforter. “Knuck!”
“Shhh,” I muttered, grippin’ her thighs and spreadin’ them apart while my eyes stayed locked on hers. The tension between us snapped like a fuckin’ rubberband. My hands slid up her body, pullin’ her boy shorts down. “I love your ass so much.”
Her chest rose and fell faster now. “Stop actin’ crazy.”
Leanin’ down, I kissed the inside of her thigh, feeling her squirm. Her fingers flew to the back of my head instantly. Then, I buried my face between her legs. She sucked in a sharp breath the moment my tongue touched her clit, sucking that muthafucka.
Her back arched, and my hands slid up her hips, holdin’ her steady while I sucked and slurped on that pussy like I missed it. Shit, I did. I didn’t get my fix this morning, so I was on demon time wit’ it.
“Knuck…”
“Talk to me, baby,” I murmured without stoppin’. Her thighs tightened around my head.
“Shiiittt… don’t stop.”
“I gotchu, baby.” I slid two fingers inside her slowly, curlin’ them just enough to make her moan loud as fuck. “Shhh.”
Her hands gripped the sheets tightly. “Fuuucckkk, babeeee…”
Her legs started shakin’, and I loved that shit. I had studied her body long enough to know exactly when she was ‘bout to nut. Pussy tasted so good, I wanted to bite that muthafucka. Circlin’ her clit wit’ my tongue, I pressed my fingers deeper inside her wet ass pussy and watched her face twist as she tried to hold it together.
“You love me?” I murmured.
Nyomi’s hand held my head steady as her breathin’ got all crazy, thighs tremblin’. “Yessss… I loveee youuuu…”
“Say that shit again.”